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2010-12-30T04:02:00.000-08:00

Gonna stop using this blog

But I forgot to inform u guys

Switch to another blog ad and you can get it from my profile

Happy Birthday to My Dearest Mummy!!

2010-11-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

十一月十八日，做女儿的，怎敢忘了这日子呢？

为了她，特地在考试前回家 (T.T), anyway, this test is just okay, at least i was not that panic if compared with the second conass..

煮了长寿面，就像以前她在我生日时为我准备那样

当然，厨艺没她那么好

但，重点是

这是她第一次在她生日时吃家人为她准备的长寿面 (she said so)

而且，这第一次还是女儿为她亲手准备的哟~

她一定很开心^^

第一次，那么的有满足感。=)

Preparing for my Part A and preparing for the Tzu Qing activity as well

I wondered can I?

跟着梦想走

2010-11-04T02:35:00.000-07:00

一点也不艳丽，一点也不特出，一点也不迷人，可我好喜欢这草——芒草。

想象着自己这一片白茫茫的芒草中奔跑，那种自由，是多么的难得。

没了才知道什么叫没了。

亲人，终究是亲人。

看了《唐山大地震》，那股动力又回来了。因为我知道我要的是什么 =) 我会让自己过得很好，让自己快乐的学习。

A good doctor knows all the basic knowledge, a better doctor know how to integrate their knowledge, a great doctor know how to apply their knowledge into each individual patient as a distinct individual and treat as a whole.

Thanks to my buddy's quote, it's motivating. It makes me realize that studying is not for competing but for your own good, and for your future patients.

A good heart is on top of all brains in the world

I like this quote. =) Part A exam, 25 days to go.

SAD

2010-11-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

现在有点伤心
但，感谢一直在关心我的人

我还在学习调整我的心态
我相信我很快就会好起来

让我知道你还在支持着，好吗？

家

2010-10-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

家，不是物，它是一条无形的线，牵着我和家人，一家人的意义在于：没有谁会被遗弃。谢敏洁 2010 年10月23日星洲日报副刊

家
一个再也熟悉不过的字
打从我们进入幼儿园，它就一直深深的烙在我们的脑海里

一个再怎么坚强的人
每每伤心，难过的时候，总会想起家
家里的温暖，家人的呵护

幸福对于我来说
是和妈妈一起去早市
是为家人煮一顿简单的早餐
是和一家人一起出外吃东西
是为妹妹绑头发
是和家人在一起的每一段时光

我要的幸福
就那么的简单 —— 家，家人

I Love My Life!

2010-10-13T22:50:00.000-07:00

I wondered why I am so active, almost HYPERactive if compared to the others medic friends..
Starting from 4th July, official orientation week of university;
Weeks after that, nonofficial orientation, in btw, inter-faculty sports;
Tzu-Qing Camp in Melacca;
Chinese Society's activities (3-day grand event)
UPM sports;
PTUM;
Residential college's activities;
ROSE programme;
SUKMUM (carrying on now);
第六届校园华语歌曲创作比赛 in UM (yesterday);
meeting up with matric friends;
...

Cant remember some activities I joined.. Anyway, I like my life!! Haha, I enjoy studying. I wanna enjoy my study life to the most as I know what my future life will look like..

I am learning to be as humble as I can;

and I am trying to be as busy as I can.

I want a simple life..

Believe

2010-10-08T23:32:00.000-07:00

I was so so so sad just now because I have wasted my whole morning for doing nothing!! I was supposed to go for the HIV visit but I was too late, and they didn't get informed. T.T

Anyway, I met somebody~ i met a specialist in KTM, she was sitting beside me. Guess how I know that..

Cause I was reading my textbook, embryology in the KTM ( luckily I brought a book along, if not, I will be more frustrated ) and she found out that I am a medicine student! Haha, so funny~

She was a UM medicine student too, but 25 years ago and now she is a sub-specialist. Thanks to her, I have found some inspiration and spirit to study!!!

Going to study soon. And I wanna to try my best to study as many things as I can. Haha, because the mood is here =)

And I am now with my family~ Love them forever.

有时候，我还是会很伤心。难过的时候，自己都是在一边回忆。

希望大家都过得很好。

Stress Management

2010-10-05T22:55:00.000-07:00

I feel so happy recently, since Friday I think. Went to Midvalley on Saturday around 4.30pm, it's just because I was too bored of studying. As usual, i went to MPH for another session of reading, not studying medical related books, but interior designs, books full of pictures are more attracting, that's why I love anatomy the most, among the 3 subjects I am studying now. =P

Sunday, the talent time, performing chinese yo yo..

Eherm, playing volleyball everyday, almost everyday as I skipped yesterday training due to laziness, hiding in the library and centrepoint in my faculty (to skip my another 2 meetings as well), places that medicine students seldom go to study, esp centrepoint, this make me like the place as I won feel so stress when studying. Oh ya, the 2nd year seniors are having their test, so you will see the study rooms of my residential college are full of people esp 2nd year seniors. And honestly, I don like to study in my room due to some roomies' problems. Anyway, I am going back home this weekend. Pity my another roommate who really get stressed enough in room when I wasn't in there.

Going to join a visit to HIV centre held by Tzu-Qing. I wanna to enjoy my medical student's life to the most, not aiming to be a A student, but pass is enough for me as I need LIFE, unlike others who can study till ignoring their own health's problem (I was so irritated with some people who always cheating us, if you did it, why don you just admit?). And please I am not that CLEVER, those who are more intelligent than me, please, don pretend.

Study life is not all about studying and assignments but time management, so that you can enjoy an ordinary and healthy life. I admit that I did play hard and study hard, and I am learning to study smart. =)

Anyway, I have to pass my Part A and B exam so that I can have a long break >< Ha!

哈佛圖書館的二十條訓言：

2010-10-02T18:19:00.000-07:00

1.此刻打盹，你將做夢；而此刻學習，你將圓夢。

2.我荒廢的今日，正是昨日殞身之人祈求的明日。

3.覺得為時已晚的時候，恰恰是最早的時候。

4.勿將今日之事拖到明日。

5.學習時的苦痛是暫時的，未學到的痛苦是終生的。

6.學習這件事，不是缺乏時間，而是缺乏努力。

7.幸福或許不排名次，但成功必須。

8.學習並不是人生的全部。但既然連人生的一部分―學習也無法征服，還能做什麼呢？

9.請享受無法回避的痛苦。

10.只有比別人更早、更勤奮地努力，才能嘗到成功的滋味。

11.誰也不能隨隨便便成功，它來自徹底的自我管理和毅力。

12.時間在流逝。

13.現在流的口水，將成為明天的眼淚。

14.狗一樣地學，紳士一樣地玩。

15.今天不走，明天要跑。

16.投資未來的人，是忠於現實的人。

17.受教育程度代表收入。

18.一天過完，不會再來。

19.即使現在，對手也不停地翻動書頁。

20.沒有艱辛，便無所獲。

Quiz

2010-10-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah, came back from faculty and finally, the last subject's result is out. Thanks God, I pass all the 3 subjects: Anatomy, Biochemistry and Physiology for this quiz. The overall result is B, (2A and 1C) I did badly in Biochem, and this is only a quiz, not yet an exam. i wonder how to pass my exam Part A and Part B, I just wanna have a long long break..

Haiz, gonna study harder for all those 3 subjects.. =)

Stars

2010-10-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

It happens in my dream:

There's a little girl.

She wishes that she can live happily forever, but she is in a down spirit..

She wished that she can reach for the stars, but it doesn't happen in reality..

She wishes that she will never wake up..

It's just all about STRESS~

I wanna go back home but meetings and activities and trainings!! T.T, mummy i miss home, although I go back (almost) every week. Today's schedule, class till 1130, went to chicken rice shop to have lunch till 1400, chinese yoyo practice till 1630, volleyball practice till 1900 and then meeting at 2100. Oh yeah, I din study anything!!!! Haiz~

I am going to keep myself all the day in room or library for tomorrow~

Tu me manques

2010-09-29T22:32:00.000-07:00

很想大声地对你说：“我很想念你！”

啊！

Gonna study ad.. T.T

Anyway, thanks Winson for asking me to go here and there. Haha, this is an advantage of having friends other than medicine course as you ll have different exposure to the university's life, as medicine students are always studying.

Quizes, tests, books, notes, sports (competitions), activities...

Aiks..

Numb to those things ad..

Stay Happy

2010-09-29T05:27:00.000-07:00

This is the life I choose to have, so what for complaining this and that? It's an opportunity for learning to cope with pressure, and an exposure to the future life. Once you choose it, then go ahead, don't regret for it.

I am learning, learning everything..

Learn how to cope with the stress, learn how to study effectively, learn how to enjoy the life, learn to love my family members, learn how to socialize, ...

I wanna make my life as simple as I can. =D

爱

2010-09-23T08:31:00.000-07:00

自从离开家读书，做工，才发现到自己其实没有想象中那么的坚强，勇敢。也在这时候才了解到家人的重要性。

妈妈，永远都是最温暖的依靠。每每失落时，最想听到的就是妈妈的声音，虽然没有任何的提议，安慰，但不知为何，自己的心顿时轻松了很多。原来，我是那么的依赖，一个长不大的女孩。妈妈给的爱，真的很难用言语形容。以后当了妈妈的我会像我妈吗？

爸爸，很沉默的爱。

弟弟们，很包容我这霸道的姐姐，很感动。

妹妹，姐姐很希望你能像小女孩般快快乐乐的成长，不要那么的好胜。做个小女人就好，因为女强人很辛苦，不要像姐姐酱。

有了家人的爱，我会很坚强的读完这课程，实现自己的梦想——无国界医生。

突然间，很向往简单的生活——吃得好，睡得饱，笑得出。就那么的简单，可很幸福。好像去一趟旅行，让自己好好的松懈一下，不想被现实捆绑住。

很累~

《花田半亩》：一个美丽女大学生的生命绝唱

很值得一看的一本好书，我也很久没看书了，也很久没写日记了！日记，不是部落格。

Bonne Nouvelle Mois

2010-06-30T21:56:00.000-07:00

It's July!! Happy New Month!!

And at the same time, it reminds me that I have only 2 days to enjoy sleeping, playing and dreaming. Aiks, gonna be ready for study life. And be prepared for the orientation month, in other words, prepare for the worst. =( Anyway, I am still looking forwards the university life, especially the social*activity life ( Ah ha! =D) which I can get involved in many activities. And first of all, have to explore the UM main library and medical library. Then the botanic garden and varsity garden.

And I will seldom come here.

And good luck to my friends!! All the best. Have to start shopping and then packing~

5Bs to 5Cs

2010-06-30T02:18:00.000-07:00

Most of you would have heard of the Singapore 5C’s:

Car, Condo, Credit Card (Gold), Cash and Career

Here is something to link the 5C's to the newer 5B's!

I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW

I don't need a CONDO , but I want a BUNGALOW

I don't need you to have CASH, but I want a Billionaire

I don't need you to have CREDIT CARD, but I want you to own a BANK

I don't need you to have a CAREER but I want you to be a BOSS

Ah huh, have some laugh in this boring day! =D

Sharing

2010-06-29T23:39:00.000-07:00

Stuffs you realise when you enter University Life...

Being everyday with the same person doesn't mean both are best friends, perhaps just nothing at all.
There is no worth arguing for your own point because there is no conclusion for it.
Handphones are not meant for chatting anymore, but to deal with serious stuff
Being honest and generous towards someone does not promise to give you the same thing, and the people you ignore the most might be the one who cares for you the most.
Many things are seen but not able to touch, and many things you are just capable of having it once.
Dating and Relationship are not for truth anymore, that often
Secondary school teachers are more responsible
Many times when you face disappointing topics/thoughts, do not hope for same heart feeling from other people, people might just end up looking down on you.
Life is unfair, you must look straight forward and believe the crowd's eyes.
People's personalities is truly as differ as sea and sky.
Taking care yourself is the first priority because no one really cares for you afterall.
Money is being used up like water, and so many areas to spend in.
You must appreciate anyone in your lifee, you can give up on someone you couldn't hold back, but not because of holding someone back but losing another bunch of friends.
Self respect comes before respecting others. Because your integrity does not count as anything in other people's eyes.
There is no use Emoing and making a fuss up in your social contacts because no one would want to understand you, they are not your parents.
People could change so radically but you do not notice
Most people have their own scripture of thoughts, so more people would be loving and hating you, and do not hate them because of that, love everyone.
Do not define Relationship just because two people are together all the time.
The free time you've got just seems to be so pointless, wihile secondary school life time is always having the 'fullest' feeling.
Trying to understand someone in the end might hurt yourself.
The amount of true friends you got is inversely proportional to the time flow
You can choose not to treat everyone as your friend, but you can never treat someone as your enemy
Happiness brings memories, but bitterness just reflects the diffference of your current and past memories world
Everyone has their own, very special colourful corner of their life.
that actually, going class, eating, almost everything, seems to be alone most of the time.
Everyone labels their hometowns as the best, no matter what background it has.
Treating people or being treated a lunch or meal is a norm, even a stranger.
You might think your perception is being valued by people, but their perception is as special as yours too.
Living life to the fullest is hard to be define anymore because you just do not know if you heading what you want that often.
Contacts of friends and new ones just exchange, come and go that fast in your life.
Enthusiasm is not something really special because everyone has it, just in any form, though you could not see.
Judging people often ended up people judging you as well, while being optimist about other people's value would gain respect for yourself too.
you are starting to sketch your ten years plan before marriage.
Never try to spread your thoughts or influence people with it but you can make them understand and that the most, because you might end up giving them a very different message.
The way you write affects people's perception towards you more than you talk. Writing could be diverted as other meaning more than the way you speak because there always a body language, and there is just this huge chance people mistranslating your point.
There is no right or wrong in personalities, no wrong in being selfish and attention seeker or anything bad you can say, because when it comes to group project, diversity of personality is the core factor to be successful, you could not have the same personality in one group because you will just lack of one point of view.
Having a Heart to heart talk about personalities variation is an important factor to discover what is playing around your social circle.
The art of Listening is more important then Speaking.
Your parents seem to be more important than your other friends, contradicting to what you might think during secondary school.
Coping with difficult people is always difficult, but if the person appeaers to be yourself, then that's the worst to happen.
If you couldn't learn to love yourself, never hope for any love outside there to wait for you.
You think about what is playing other people's thoughts more than what you are going to say.

Post this up for sharing, I read from ppl's blog.

Reply

2010-06-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks to Chuee JIE!

Haha, I received your letter yesterday. And I love the key chain (but is it a key chain?) and its design. You made it DIY? Hey, teach me how to do it. ^^ Will call you soon, I will make sure it's before entering U.

Went to SS14, SS17 and SS2 this afternoon. Saw the kolej kediaman 9, ern, as expected, not that nice and new if compared to KMPh hostel. So, I think my kk6 will be almost the same but thanks, it's near to my faculty. Winson, ah pan and syryae are quite pity, have to walk for minutes (or gonna take bus) to reach their faculty. And sadly, UM is quite far from SS2, gonna take a cab or bus to have my ice-kacang =( But it's near to Midvalley! Hopefully, MPH will be my second home =).

And yeah, Brazil won!! Wakaka, 3-0, gonna match with Netherlands.

Kaka the best~

Que faire si

2010-06-27T20:57:00.000-07:00

What ll I be if my mum managed to register me in FY1?

What ll I be if my mum agreed to let me get into primary 5 after passing PTS?

What ll I be if I went to study in Foon Yew High School instead of SSI?

What ll I be if I didn't move to Klang?

What ll I be if I accepted the Taylor's scholarship?

What if I never been to this world?

I just found my previous blog!! lol, the blog I have abandoned for years ( about 2 years). Honestly, I like that blog more than this because of the design. And less people know that blog (this is the main point ><). And thanks to my dad, he cancelled his Taiwan trip!还是女儿最大!=P

Perfect Love

2010-06-26T22:01:00.000-07:00

Kingdom: Plantae; Class: Angiosperma; Order: Liliales; Family: Liliaceae; Subfamily: Lilioideae; Genus: Tulipa.

The tulip farm is located at Cendana Bungalow on Bukit Larut, and accessible through a government run 4wheel drive transport service. There is no booking ahead, and visitors will have to go early at 8am in the morning to buy tickets for the day. Visitors have to specify what time they want to go up and what time want come down and it cost RM4.00 per person round trip. If you are adventurous, you can option to hike up, which takes an average 2hrs 45 minutes (1 way), vs the 25 minutes Jeep journey.

Oh, my tulips!! ^^ And finally I find a place in Malaysia where tulips grow, can't wait till holiday to go there. My friends gonna be prepared, I will drag them there with me, to see my lovely tulips. At the same time, I also wanna go Cameron (I haven't been there yet).

Flowers, a symbol of beauty, warmth, purity and innocence. This makes people love flowers. I just found that mummy loves flowers but surprisingly, my dad never buy flowers for her by himself ( I am the one who helped him to buy the flowers for mummy during their 20th anniversary). Hello daddy, you are not romantic!

And why tulips, not rose? Ern, maybe it's not so elegant, not too romantic, not too bright; it's just right. But please don't send people cut flowers, potted flowers will be nicer (in my opinion) as the flowers can last longer.

The meaning of tulips is generally perfect love. Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance. Red tulips are most strongly associated with true love, while purple symbolizes royalty. The meaning of yellow tulips has evolved somewhat, from once representing hopeless love to now being a common expression for cheerful thoughts and sunshine. White tulips are used to claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness. Variegated tulips, once among the most popular varieties due to their striking color patterns, represent beautiful eyes.

Counting down, another 6 days to go. So sad that my dad may not accompany me to go UM as he will be in some place else (taiwan? indonesia? hong kong? or china? not sure for that). Anyway, I am going to meet new friends! ^^

My Birthday Card

2010-06-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

belated birthday.

haha!!send this e-card to u cox i just posted ur bdy present ytd =.=

sorry for toooooooo late :p

all the best for ur life at uni!! :)

u r going to be a doctor! wohoooo~~

from Jin716

Thanks Chuee!! lol, I don't mind it to be late, as long as I receive it. Ern, I plan to write letters, as I did in Form 4, to you gals (3 of you), before I enter the university. Gonna search for the address (for cjs' only) first as I can't remember where I kept already. It's still planning, cause you know my hand can't cooperate with my mind ( gonna be scolded =P). So, don't be surprise when you see a letter from "no wax 潔友". ^^

Gonna go gym with my cousin this evening, hope that everything goes well. This reminds me days with my cousin sister who is studying in Australia now.. Miss you, sista! Hope you ll be back soon...

Happy =)

2010-06-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

You may not have saved a lot of money in your life, but if you have saved a lot of heartaches for other folks, you are a pretty rich man. ~Seth Parker

Volunteers don't get paid, not because they're worthless, but because they're priceless. ~Sherry Anderson

While earning your daily bread, be sure you share a slice with those less fortunate. ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr.

I can't find a simple reason to explain to people why I keep joining social or voluntary works ( Cause I just filled a form that ask why you want to join as a volunteer ). And I will be very excited when I get informed that I can be a volunteer, is there anything wrong with me? Why I want to be a volunteer? Why I want to help the others? Why I want to spend my precious time with social works? And why? Why?

=(, please stop asking these questions as they really make me feel so troublesome. Helping people need no reason, as long as you want to. And I really hate money!

P/s: I got the respond from UNHCR, hope that I can be posted next week. Please make it possible before the university life starts...

got the offer letter from UM yesterday, and done medical check up this morning, hope that everything go well, I meant the medical check

up.. =) cheers!! England won, Brazil too! But so sad that Kaka got red cards.. =(

想问候你，最近过得好吗？

A doctor too many

2010-06-21T00:22:00.000-07:00

MARCH 26 — Malaysia, a country with about 26 million inhabitants, boasts of 24 medical schools now.
Just a few years ago, the number was less than 10. In fact, when my eldest son entered medical school 10 years back, I could count the medical schools with my fingers. Now even with my toes and my fingers, I can no longer. Some of the names are so new that I, as a doctor, did not even know they existed until I did some research for this article.
The list is below:
Public universities:
* University of Malaya, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Sains Malaysia, School of Medical Sciences
* Universiti Putra Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* Universiti Malaysia Sabah, School of Medicine
* Universiti Malaysia Sarawak, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* International Islamic University Malaysia, Kulliyyah of Medicine
* Universiti Teknologi Mara, Faculty of Medicine
* Universiti Sains Islam Malaysia, Faculty of Medicine & Health Sciences
* Universiti Darul Iman, Faculty of Medicine
Private Universities and Colleges
* UCSI University, Faculty of Medical Sciences — School of Medicine
* Monash University Malaysia, School of Medicine and Health Sciences
* International Medical University, Faculty of Medicine
* AIMST University, Faculty of Medicine and Health Sciences
* Allianze College Of Medical Sciences, Faculty of Medicine
* Management and Science University, Faculty of Medicine
* Cyberjaya University College of Medical Sciences, Faculty of Medicine
* Royal College of Medicine Perak, School of Medicine
* Melaka Manipal Medical College, School of Medicine
* Penang Medical College, School of Medicine
* MAHSA University College, Faculty of Medicine
* Newcastle University Medicine Malaysia (NuMED)
* Taylor’s University College, School of Medicine
* Utar
These are the medical schools in Malaysia. These schools, when fully functional, will produce about 4,000 doctors a year. There will be thousands more Malaysian doctors being produced overseas, since many Malaysians are studying medicine in the UK, Australia, New Zealand, India, Indonesia, Russia, Taiwan and even Ukraine.
The sudden mushrooming of medical schools is apparently due to shortages of doctors in the public sectors. This is because most doctors in government service resign after their compulsory services and opt for the supposedly greener pasture in the private sector.
In most other countries, the logical thing to do to counter this brain drain of doctors to the private sector is to find out why doctors are resigning from government service, and then try to address the woes of the doctors, and hopefully, keep them in service. I call this common logic.
The Malaysian solution, like in many other instances, does not take common logic into account but rather uses the sledgehammer approach. After all, we do have Malaysian logic, which is different from common logic practised in most other countries. For example, if we cannot have spacecraft of our own, we can still produce astronauts by sending Malaysians into space, hitchhiking on other countries’ spacecraft.
In most other countries, the common logic will be to try to improve the working conditions in public sector so that doctors will stay back. But Malaysian logic is sledgehammer logic, and is very different.
If the doctors do not want to stay in government service, then Malaysia shall flood the market with doctors, so goes the Malaysian logic. Never mind that setting up of medical schools and training doctors are expensive businesses. We have petroleum and huge amount of development funds.
By building more buildings and buying expensive medical equipment to equip these medical schools, billions will have to be spent and, of course, in the Malaysian context, everyone will be happy, down from the planners, the contractors, the parents and all others involved, since the perception is that projects in Malaysia inevitably will have some leakages and wastages, and many people are very happy with these leakages and wastages.
Never mind that we may have the hardware but we may not have enough qualified people to man these medical schools.
The Malaysian logic seems to be like this: If enough doctors are produced, the market will be saturated with doctors, and thus, doctors will have nowhere to go but to stay in government service.
Well, the people may be clapping hands and rejoicing that, with more doctors than are needed, medical costs will come down.
Unfortunately, things do not function like this in medical education. Experience in some countries tells us that some doctors in private practice, when faced with too few patients, will charge higher and do more investigations, some of which may not be needed. So instead of medical cost going down, it will go up.
In any advanced nation, the setting up of a medical school requires a lot of planning and is not done on an ad hoc basis. Planning must include where to source for experienced and qualified teachers; where to build new or source for existing teaching hospitals, which are big enough for the placement of these medical students to do training.
Planning such as facilities, equipment, classrooms, curriculum. In the west, it takes many years of training for a medical school to be set up; whereas in Malaysia, we see more than 10 in the last five years.
In Malaysia, due to the sudden “exponential” increase in medical schools, we have medical schools pinching staff from each other, even the mediocre ones. With that number of qualified teachers only, it is unavoidable that many teachers may not have the experience and qualification to be medical lecturers.
The early birds (medical schools) are more fortunate. Their students are placed in bigger hospitals like the General Hospitals of Kuala Lumpur or Penang junior doctors who are not qualified to be medical teachers, and these hospitals have only very basic facilities and equipment.
This is just the beginning of the problems. For a doctor, graduating from a medical school is the beginning of a life long journey, and the basic medical degree is more like a license to start to really learn how to manage and treat patients.
The most important year after a doctor graduates is the houseman-ship. If a doctor does not have proper houseman training, then he would face a lot of problems later on. He or she may know all the medical knowledge in the world (just for argument’s sake, since knowledge of medicine is so vast that no one can know everything), but without the proper houseman training, he or she will not get the hand-on experience so crucial and important to doctors.
A doctor without proper houseman training is not unlike a person who has only ever raced in arcade games, suddenly being asked to race in a real life race. He would not have the hands on experience to do well. A doctor without proper houseman training would be like a person given a license to kill, and a disaster waiting to happen.
Now, with 4,000 doctors being produced in a year, where do we find so many houseman positions for these young doctors?
Even now, with some of the medical schools just starting and not yet producing doctors, and the number of doctors being produced is much less than the 4,000, the wards in some of the bigger hospitals are filled with so many housemen that, in some wards, there are not enough patients for these housemen to learn management skills.
About a year back, I was told, in HKL some of the units have more than 20 housemen. Recently one doctor told me that in some units, it may have even more than that. I was aghast. Since with that many housemen in a single unit, and so few senior officers to guide them and so few patients for them to learn from, how are they going to learn the skill of doctoring?
When there is not enough training for these housemen, what do you think our policy planners do? In the typical Malaysian style, they increase the length of houseman-ship from a year to 2, hoping that the longer time will help to give better exposure to these doctors.
Compared to Australia, New Zealand, and United Kingdom, houseman-ship is still one year only. By increasing the length of the houseman-ship, it is a tacit admission that our one-year houseman training is not as good as the above mentioned countries.
A poorly trained houseman will become a mediocre medical officer, and since now most of the specialists are trained internally, it will be a matter of time before future specialists may not be as well trained as presently.
Many parents do not know about the actual situation and still encourage their children to take up medicine. They are not told of the actual situation. The day will come when there are simply so many doctors that none are adequately trained. There will come a day when a doctor graduating from a medical school cannot even be placed in a houseman position.
And that day is actually very near.

Nice article! But there are some thing that the author didn't stress on, and the article is written in his opinion so there may be some wrong information ( but i don really know that ). Just a info for students who wanna be doctors.

UNHCR Malaysia

2010-06-19T21:40:00.000-07:00

Okay, maybe you will think that I gonna crazy of volunteering myself. But, I really wanna to make my life more interesting and memorable. I am applying to volunteer in UNHCR Malaysia, an organization for refugees. Below are some information regarding this organization.

World Refugee Day
WORLD REFUGEE DAY is a salute to the indomitable spirit and courage of the world’s refugees, not just in enduring the dangers and violence of the crises that made them refugees, but also in the courage they show in rebuilding their lives and contributing to society in difficult or unfamiliar circumstances.

It is celebrated on 20 June every year, all over the world.

Refugees show incredible strength in their oftentimes dangerous journeys to find sanctuary for their families and themselves. In every step of their journey, refugees carry with them an unshakable, unrelenting hope for basic survival, sustenance and protection.

By hanging on to hope that they can, one day, rebuild their lives, refugees defy all odds. On World Refugee Day, we celebrate the hope and courage of refugees for a safe life and better future for themselves and their families.

If you wanna have better information, you may login to its website: http://www.unhcr.org.my/home. Hopefully, I can manage to volunteer for a few days before entering university. ^^

The Day

2010-06-18T22:14:00.000-07:00

After days of worry and doubts, the longed-for moment at last arrived, the instant when your name together with the course and university you yearned for, appeared in your sight.

TAHNIAH!
Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :

KOD PROGRAM : MM00

NAMA PROGRAM : PERUBATAN DAN PEMBEDAHAN

IPTA : UNIVERSITI MALAYA (UM)

Thanks. Thanks to everyone. Thanks to the given chance which paves a closer way to my dream. 7 years to go to become a medical officer and another unknown years for me to achieve it. I don't mind taking so long to become the member of MSF, as long as I join and I experience that kind of job. =) I believe I can survive through the years in medical life. Doctors Without Borders.

当我们感恩，觉得老天爷待自己太厚了的时候，报答上天最好的方法，就是去帮助那些老天爷忘了帮助的人。

有时候，觉得自己真得很天真，单纯的以为自己真得很幸福，所以才想向别人伸出援手，以报答上天对自己的厚爱。我是真的这么想的吗？在这金钱至上的社会里，有谁会这么做呢？有时候自己都来不及照顾自己了，哪有闲情来帮助别人呢？

可我可不想变得那么的现实，很想保留着那一份良心。祝福我吧！ =)

回到属于自己的地方

2010-06-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

第一次在家乡度过端午节，感觉真得很特别。

第一次在阿妈家吃她亲手包裹的福建粽，感觉很温馨。

一起陪阿妈追连续剧《灿烂的遗产》，一起狠狠的骂连续剧里的坏角色，一起和堂妹玩追追。

下午因为太闷了，所以倒头就睡。这一睡，害了自己晚上睡不着，第二天睡到9点，起来时还被骂（乡下的人通常7时就起床了）。

看着堂妹和妹妹玩，想起了自己的童年，原来自己也曾那么的傻乎乎。

因为回到了属于自己的地方，所以一切都变得很美好。

很喜欢老家，因为那是我的出生地。不管以后去到了哪里，老家依然是我心中最美的家，因为里边装满了我的童年，我的回忆... ...

我的老家，很绿吧？

想告诉他：谢谢你的关心，知道你一直都在。^^

Why Matriculation?

2010-06-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

I think that it is necessary to post up this as more Chinese are getting the offer to study matriculation program. Why matriculation? We can go for STPM which has a better option as if we score well, we can go oversea but what if we can't? We can go for A-level or SAM which most student prefer but how about the vitamin M (money) for certain students? The story below was what I go through before and after entering matriculation..

As usual, applying scholarships from different college, agency and organization is the utmost important task to do after SPM, and that was what I did. When I was Form 5, I got the scholarship offer from Taylor to study A-level but I gave up as it was too little, I gonna pay a lot. Furthermore, I know that I am going to study medicine and it is one of the most expensive courses, so I was wondering what should I do after completing my A-level.

Then, I decided to enter Form 6 as that's the only choice I can go for ( it's before I knew that I had been chosen to study Matriculation ). But things changed after I got the offer to study matriculation. My teachers advised me to go for it if I want to study in local university as it is the easiest path. And the most solid reason was that I got JPA IPTA scholarship. Getting JPA IPTA scholarship means that I gonna study my pre-u program in matriculation college before entering local university. I was quite disappointed at that time as for me getting this kind of offer was like nothing at all as most of my friends got the offer to study overseas and private university (IPTS). Anyway, it's still better than not getting anything.

But after one year of study in Pahang Matriculation College, I am so glad that I made this decision. The life in Matriculation is not as bored as you think, the life there is so exciting and busy if you get involved in the activities held there. The lecturers are good and some even too generous.

Thanks to my Maths lecturer who motivated me the most. She is so pro in Maths and her technique of teaching is so special that made all the students respect and love her. Another lecturer that I respect the most is my sem 2 bio lecturer, a Malay lady. Honestly, I hated her at first as she likes to talk and talk and explain and explain till overtime. The worst thing was that our bio tutorial class was on the last period which means that our class gonna stay in the tutorial room listening to her talk while other classes can go back to hostel. But later, her effort in guiding and helping students make me respect her. She's so dedicated in teaching. And thanks to her, I can score so well in my bio paper in PSPM 2 (I believe that I scored better than sem 1).

Another interesting story will be making new friends there. Some of us will think that living in a Malay environment is so uncomfortable but please put away this thinking. Some Malays are so kind and even helpful than Chinese. The most valuable experience is that you will meet new friends from different states, background, religion and so on. So, please don't keep complaining that life in matric is so bored. You are what you think. Think positively will make you feel better.

Another advice for you guys is that please get involved in the activities held there. You are not there just for study, you are there to gain new experiences in organizing events. The event that most matric Chinese students will carry out is Chinese New Year celebration or Tang lung festival. You have to introduce your culture to other races so that they can have a better understanding on you. Moreover, these events will generate unity among Chinese students and in some cases, unity among different races students. It's fun!

I believe that study is not a major problem for you as the syllabus is not that hard. So, you gonna enjoy living and playing there. Or else, you will regret being in Matriculation.

Lastly, please think twice before you wanna quit this program. You are chosen to study here and out there there are so many students keep appealing to study in Matriculation. If you are so reluctant to study in Matriculation, please do not apply for it, you are wasting the places. And sorry if my words hurt you or make you feel so uncomfortable ( my english is not that good).

JPA IPTA

2010-06-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

I can't answer this questions for so many time ( as different juniors are asking the same question ) so I post it on the blog. I am a JPA IPTA scholarship holder and I would like to share this info as this scholarship is still new to all of the Malaysia students. If not mistaken, this scholarship has been introduced since my batch, 2008 SPM students.

At that time, I mean the time the results came out, there are different status the students can get, it's either Berjaya, Berjaya IPTS or Berjaya IPTA. My status was Berjaya IPTA, they gave me the offer to study in either matriculation or asasi ( but I was in Matric so definitely, I gonna stay ). For those already in matriculation programme, you gonna stay in your matric college to finish your programme, only can enter local university, we won't be offered to study Asasi, which is considered as foundation.

In terms of allowance, we are getting the same allowance as those matric students who don't get that scholarship, the only difference is that your money is given by JPA not Matriculation. So, in other words, you are only officially considered as JPA scholarship holder after entering university.

The only advantage we gain is that you need not to sail through second interview to get the scholarship when you are in university. Once you get the offer of the course you wanna study in university, you have to inform your counsellors or JPA people in charge.

If you still have any questions, you may ask when the JPA people come to your college. I think the JPA will arrange some officers to come to give some briefing as my batch did have it. So, don't be so worried, just focus on your study. And for those who didn't get this offer, don't be frustrated, you can apply it after entering university.
In short, just focus on study and enjoy your life in the college. =)

Blood Donation

2010-06-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

Another tiring day~ Blood donation held by Art Of Living at Klang Empire Gallery from 9.00am till 4.00pm. But volunteers have to be at there since 7.00am. I was so so so reluctant to wake up at this morning as my energy has been used up for yesterday trip. Anyway, congrats to CG who can still manage to wake up..

Again, I was going there alone. Not many people will volunteer themselves to lend a hand in such events as I have asked some friends' help and this is what I get. Never mind, I can meet new friends there although those are older than me, some can even be my grandma. I wonder why teens nowadays are so reluctant to join such charity or social works, they prefer working part time. Is it because that no certs are given? But these events are so important if written in their resume (This is the info I got when I was a volunteer in Youth'10).

Okay, have to come to the topic of this post. Many people came today, some even came purposely to donate their blood. But, lots of people have been rejected from donating their blood, especially girls, women. The most common reason is that they have not enough of iron ( one type of mineral) in their blood, another one will be low blood pressure. So, girls, if you plan to go blood donation, please don't go diet, you gonna have enough sleep and a healthy body.

Donating your blood is also helping yourself. I have read a news weeks ago that the Singapore minister who went through an operation by using his own blood that he donated long time ago. So, please do not be afraid of pain or blood as you are saving people's life or maybe someday, yourself.

Read Malaysia 2010

2010-06-12T06:29:00.000-07:00

Malaysia International Book Fair is here, in The Mines again!! I was so excited to go till I didn't even invite anyone to accompany me. In other context, I went there alone, all alone during the journey~

Name : Read Malaysia 2010

Date : 4 - 13 June 2010
Time : 11am - 10pm
Venue : Malaysia International Exhibition & Convention Centre (MIECC),Mines Resort City
Organized by : MINES Event Management Sdn Bhd
Endorsed by : Ministry of Education

Being alone is not a strange experience anymore, I have used to it since form 4 and the feeling is so good as you need not to bother about people, you can walk wherever you want, stay as long as you prefer.. But actually, I wasn't alone on Friday, the day I went to the book fair, books were accompanying me^^ Friends that know me very well will know that once I get into the book fair, I will be in BOOK FEVER. Okay, I admit that I am addicted to reading until once my mum prohibited me from buying storybooks =P I have bought 8 books from the book fair, and spent around 150 ringgit..

This are the books from a famous Chinese host, with the stories of well-known people like top students in China, genius, writer, women who gave great influence to the society and some other people.

The Story of A Boy and Uncle Tom's Cabin were bought for my sister, but honestly I wanna read these books =P

Chicken Soup!! I wanna DRINK it. lol, volunteer's soul, I wanna have a more understanding on the works volunteers usually do.

Another books that bought as my brother wants them. Have to support our local writer. The stories are more suitable for teenagers.

The tickets I bought, RM4.80 to KTM Serdang and RM0.80 from Serdang KTM to The Mines. So, I have spent about RM12 to go to the book fair. Why don't they hold the event in KL? KL is much nearer and easier to go..

Say Hello!

2010-06-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!! Yeah, after a long silence, CG is back to blogger. Felt so bored by using the previous layout for months, so decided to change to this new one. Nice? I like it, simple and a little bit pinky ( although I don't like pink that much).

Gonna post up some stuffs that I did in previous months as they are so so SO meaningful to youth.

Firstly, being a facilitator in Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. =) I love this job although it was so tired, stressed and sometimes I felt so depressed handling so many juniors yet I was so satisfied with my performance! Guess what I gained from this college? New friends!! Friends from different matriculation colleges ( They are from Pulau Pinang, Melaka, Negeri Sembilan., Kedah the most, Perak and some are from my college but I never meet them before ), friends from universities, juniors...

The next activity I joined was River Restoration in conjunction with World Biodiversity Day (22nd May 2010). I am the youngest volunteer. Haha, I can't believe that I made it! Joining the activity alone, making new friends from there, meeting up with some VIP from government sectors. Ern... Do you know what my boss comment about me? Dedicated, the volunteer that really help a lot. Lol, I am not ss-ing, it's true!!

Okay, the last activity to go! Volunteer of Youth'10! Youth 10 hot to go~ The cheers I learned there... It's an event held for youngsters. There were lots of activities there, conferences, sports, dancing, bands, street arts, exhibitions and ... The most important advantage the has to be noted is that I met important VIP!! lol..

So, what to do for June? I have hit my target of year 2010: To be a volunteer. Sleeping? Resting? Reading? ^^ I don't wanna plan it. Let see what will happen.. =P

Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor

2010-05-07T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hello, I am now in Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor!! Wo... It's so new, big and different from KMPh. Being a facilitator at here is tiring as there is no bicycle over here, we have to WALK. Hello, such a big place and we are asked to walk???!!
Anyway, we should pity the first batch students here as the facilities are not well-equipped. Everything seems not arrived yet although the school is going to open this coming Monday. Good Luck to all of the stuffs here. Gambateh.. I ll upload the photos of the college later..

KMPh Ex-student

2010-04-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

Start from yesterday, my status has been changed to KMPh ex-student... I feel so strange with that, anyway, at last, I have survived through the programme. And thanks to all my matric friends, I gained lots of memories over there.

Love

2010-04-02T17:58:00.000-07:00

If you're a mother, you can look into the face of your grown child and see, instead, the one that peeked up at you from the folds of a baby blanket. You can watch your eleven-year-old daughter painting her nails with glitter polish and remember how she used to reach for you when she wanted to cross the street. You can hear the doctor say that the real danger is adolescence, because you don't know how the heart will respond to growth spurts - and you can pretend that ages away.
Thanks to my mum who has been taking care, worrying of me for years. Although I have grown up, I can't live without chatting with you, pouring my troubles to you. I want to listen to your voice, your words which will comfort me during my trying period. Mummy is the greatest price that the God has given to me. And I promise to be your little girl forever, listening to you, obeying your words, shopping with you, accompanying you wherever you go..

It's complicated

2010-02-27T06:04:00.001-08:00

What can you expect this post's contents from the title of the post? It isn't stating my status, but my feeling. Finally, 6th of March is going to come soon. I ll be free after this, free from whatever responsibilities. Anyway, my feeling is getting worst. I don't know why but I am trying to avoid being emo. :)

A Day In Kuantan

2010-01-30T05:50:00.000-08:00

Went to Kuantan yesterday ( Friday, 29 Jan 2010 ), and I felt so so SO refresh yet tiring after traveling the whole afternoon. Exploring the town reminds me to keep on dreaming to be a backpacker. Just imagine: You are now carrrying a bag, either big or small but it is just not so heavy, exploring the town which is strange, discovering the old buildings in the town that seem to be neglected as you can't find it easily although it is in the town, it appearance has been ignored due to the attracting view of the big and tall buildings around it, looking for the correct ways to the destination... Don you feel like it is a travel to the sour? I love that feeling!! And really looking forwards the days I can go for backpack traveling...

Being Locked

2010-01-25T05:27:00.000-08:00

What's the feeling when you are being locked outside your room during the schooling days? You have lots of homeworks and it's already at night. I hate that feeling! And just now, I experienced the second time of being locked outside my hostel room. The minute before it I entered the room to put my stuffs for washing clothes, my roomates knew that (I think); then seconds later when I have done washing clothes and going back to do my works, the door locked!! What de..
It seems that I am so LUCKY today,hmm, not today, accurately, the start of the last quarter of semester 2, slippers missing, being insomnia and being locked. However, there are some good news too, although it is not so concerned with me: the One Malaysia programme has been delayed till 5th of March, my MUET was 207 out of 300 ( I am not so pro in English..) and I have nothing to do today!!
Unbelievable, I am still awake although have been hunted by insomnia yesterday.

Blog to force me sleep

2010-01-24T10:04:00.000-08:00

Again. Being insomnia again. I hate the feeling like this: you gonna to sleep but your mind is keep activating, and your heart beats faster; then, you are getting frustrated, worried and at last, you are awake although you are so tired.
It is quite weird for me to be awake at this time, nothing to do tomorrow, it's just an ordinary school day without any quiz and test. But, why I can't sleep?
Tomorrow is the end of the UPS break and like usual, have to come back to the college although you are so reluctant to be back. Then, i found my slippers GONE!! Ish!!! I HATE it!!
Anyway, have to calm down and switch my mind to another mood: motivated stage. Cheer up, CG.. Last three months for you to suffer and enjoy.

Halo~

2010-01-23T18:22:00.001-08:00

Ops, sorry for such a long disappearance!! It is because I was too lazy to keep signing in and writing the post.

Erm, have to update my latest news. Got 4.0 in my 1st pspm and band 4 for MUET. The results weren't too bad right?

And Happy 2010!! Sorry for the late coming wishes, it is going to start the second month of 2010. :P Gonna turn 19, :(, that means we are older.. Life is going to be hectic for this year, the preparation for One Malaysia programme in Matriculation, the coming 2nd PSPM, the end of my matriculation and the start of my university life.

I have planned a dozen of things to be done in this year, especially the supporting the green campaign and the social works. Gonna to get involve in social activities, and practice healthy lifestyle...

So, the theme of this year is: Green and healthy life. Isnt it sound interesting?

The first week of Sem 2

2009-11-13T15:57:00.000-08:00

Nothing special occured for the past few days.. They were just like normal school days with dozens of homeworks to do. Just imagine that the sem 2 is just started and the lecturers had finish teaching chapter 1 and you have to rush to finish all the tuto as well as the past years questions. Heh, it is just the first week le. So, I dare not imagine the days to come.
Heard lots of rumours about the PSPM results, they are scareful, I have almost going to lose my confidence because of the maths and chemistry paper. What if I can't score well? What if I can't get the course I want? What if I can't get into the university I want? What if...
Crossing my fingers and pray for the best thing to happen..
Sorry, have to end my post till here, have to go outing now.. :-)

Second Sem!!

2009-11-10T15:21:00.000-08:00

It's now 7 something in the morning, half an hour later I will have my biology lecture. Wo, this post gonna to be hurried post. After two days of classes, it can be concluded that my lecturers are quite good in teaching,. In other words, I get good lecturers for my lecture but the tuto lecturers may be just okay lo... Nevertheless, my lecturers seem not going to give us photostated notes, a sad thing as we have to copy the notes during the lecture.
I am going back to Klang this coming Haji's holidays, start from Thursday till Sunday morning. ^^ And it reminds me that to day is 11 Nov!! The same day in the last year was our first day of SPM... Time flied very fast right? Wondering how are my old classmates...

End of the First Semester ~ Coming of Second Semester

2009-10-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

Time flies, 6 months had just passed and the first semester ended. Then, the second semester which is also the last semester is coming.

I can't imagine what will I react when I get my result slip for the PSPM 1. Truthfully, I did badly in the PSPM. I really can't accept the truth that my performance on the maths and chemistry papers were so bad!!

Anyway, we should cheer for the coming new day right?^^

I have planned lots of things to do for the next semester. It's better for me to list them down so that I won't forget.

1. Update my blog frequently. Really sorry for ignoring my blog for months..

2. Learn to cope with stress. Syllabus for semester two is becoming harder, and I can't let myself to be used to insomnia. I had been sleepless for nights because of PSPM 1, I don't want the same thing goes to PSPM 2.

3. Enjoy healthy lifestyle which I didn't practice in sem 1. Sleep at least 7 hours per day, exercise everyday, eat less spicy food. I found that I am now more pro in eating curry and all those spicy food ad.

4. Control my expenditure. I spent a lot in sem 1.

5. Keep updating with the global issues.

6. Finish reading "The Time Traveller's Wife" before UPS 2.

7. Free from any rumours and be happy.

Erm, what else to do?

阅读的乐趣

2009-08-30T00:58:00.000-07:00

一杯温温的米禄，
一本故事书，
就能成全一个美好的下午。

很久都没好好的坐下来读故事书了，不知何来的心血，拿起了《读者》，读起里边的文章，原来生活可以是那么的闲逸。成天只呆在书群中打转，与朋友打打闹闹，忘了生活原本的原则-让自己开心，让自己因为觉得快乐而开心，而不是为了取悦大众而开心；让自己因内心感到快乐而开心，而不是因配合大众而开心。
很久也没让自己静下来，静静的沉思，反省着自己所犯下的错误、想想未来的美好、规划未来的旅途。恍然发现原来让自己的思想沉淀下来，可以发现很多平时难以察觉到的事情、哲理。
腾出一个下午的时间，让自己回忆，想着过去的美好，那点点滴滴，才发现那被我遗忘的承诺-背包旅行。

今天看了个节目，『明星志工队』。
以前，我们不是常说想去旅行打工吗？
而从这个节目，从一个人的一句话，让我意识到其实一生中也应该有个志工旅行，超级无比有意义。
好想，有那么一天，和几个好友去个落后地方，做志工，教小孩读书，盖房子或什么的。。。
好想，好想那样哦～

我也好像好像那样做耶~ 就那么的一次也好，让自己体会不一样的生活，让自己对生命有着另一番的见解。可这约定得何时才能兑现呢？
是不是生活的步伐快了？使自己忘了停下来，慢慢地品尝生活中那杯茶的味道，味道虽淡但其温度却能融入心中，久久不散。

好像好像休息一会儿。

我喜欢跟你用同一个时间

2009-08-30T00:20:00.000-07:00

An article that I found it meaningful after rereading it.

他去欧洲开会，然后转去美国，前后两个月才回家。我去机场接她，提醒他说：“把你的表拨回来吧，现在要用台湾时间了。”
他愣了一下，说：“我的表一直是台湾时间啊！我根本没有拨过去！”
“那多不方便！”
“也没什么，留着台湾的时间我才知道你和小孩在干什么，我才能想象，现在你在吃饭，现在你在睡觉，现在你起来了... ... 我喜欢跟你用同一个时间。”
Get what I mean? ^^

Dissection

2009-08-24T03:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry, the experiment has to be carried out as stated in the syllabus.

I think this is the most interesting experiment for the whole matriculation life - dissection. Wow, it's fun but it's cruel. We dissect the rat, to examine the structure of the organs. From the scientific perspective, it doesn't sound cruel. But, for other people, they will think that you are too crazy and it is against ethic issues. Anyway, just consider it is as a learning, exploring the body of life. I really feel sorry when dissecting the rat as it was alive before we dissect and I found that its heart still pumping during the dissection.
Okay, it's over and right now, I have to do the report for it. The pictures will be uploaded soon. ^^

Report for the Week

2009-08-24T02:39:00.000-07:00

Had a busy week which caused me unable to blog. So, have to summarize all the happenings.
17 August 2009 Monday
UPS results!! OMG! Haha, okay it's within my expectation. I knew that I can't do well in my English as the comprehensions, I did badly on that part. So, it is okay for getting B in English. Biology : A
Chemistry : A
Mathematics : A
English : B
And today, there is a volleyball match for the hostels. 2nd floor from B2 vs 1st floor from B2. And the results was 2-1. Luckily, we won the match!!
18 August 2009 Tuesday
Nothing special happened, normal study day.
19 August 2009 Wednesday
2nd floor vs 3rd floor. 2-0, we won it. Yeah, proceed to the semi-final, which means i have to play for the following two days.
20 August 2009 Thursday
B2 vs B1, we lose the game, anyway it's okay, have to admit that we are damn lousy, but we play fairly.
21 August 2009 Friday
Had a meeting for Chinese New Year 2010 and Deepavali celebration. And then, chemistry extra class. Oh, the lecturer was rushing, and I was not following her, totally lost. In the evening, there suppose have a volleyball match for 3rd and 4th placing but it had been cancelled suddenly. So, all of us just waiting there to get the medals. Okay, it's fine. At least I got the marks for my koko.
22 August 2009 Saturday
Fasting month started!! Too excited for the BAZAR. But, sadly, it was raining heavily that evening. Since it's the first day, so all of us just went there to enjoy the moment of "BUKA PUASA", the rain can't stop us. lol..

WATER

2009-08-12T17:45:00.000-07:00

Suddenly realise that how important the water is in our life, whenever and wherever we go. Cause KMPh was having water shortage for two days!! Ish!! But, thanks God as my block still have water while others didn't have ( CACAT right?). So, my hostel's toilets were crowded with girls from other blocks at the PEAK hours (morning and evening). Everyone has to wake up earlier than before to GRAB a place in the toilet. And those who wake up later will face the consequence of having not enough water to bath ( I was one of them).

Back to Study Life

2009-08-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

So sad, have to come back to Pahang, which means end of the enjoying life and beginning of the study life.
Oh!! My corn is bleeding!!!! Oh ya, forgot to introduce my corn, (鸡眼) which has been with me for three months, after the orientation week of Matriculation till now...
According the booklet together with medicine that i bought, a corn is a small area of skin which often looks yellow compared to the surrounding skin. It is typically round or cone-shaped, pointing down into the skin. Corns most often form on the feet and sometimes on the hands ( mine is on the thumb) and are caused by constant or repeated friction or pressure ( really, then it must be washing clothes that cause me having this.) . I am currently using DUOFILM since the starting of the mid-sem break. Well, as mentioned in the booklet, the treatment takes about 6 to 12 weeks ( omg, it's too long). * I am applying the medicine when writing this post.
P.S: The picture above show the example of corn. It's not mine.
And regarding the A influenza or better known as H1N1, I just back from DMK for a talk on H1N1. Okay, the school's condition is not so bad nor abnormal, everything seems normal like before. The lecturer just gave some precautions and introduction to H1N1.
Symptoms of H1N1.
1. Mild fever (Ghai Xiong got before le...)
2. Common cold (sneeze)
3. Coughing
4. Headache
5. Vomiting
6. Muscle pain
7. Sore throat
8. Dizziness
Precautions
1. Stay away from those seem not feeling well. ( Oh, gonna to boycott the sicks, it's too bad but no choice, sorry!!)
2. Wash the hands frequently with shampoo and water.
3. Wearing mask ( It's too hard to breath with the mask, I tried this today.)
4. Have enough sleep.
5. Drink water, at least 7 glasses per day. But for syryae, 10 glasses are not enough for her.
5. Carrying out physical activities like sports. ( I asked wj to accompany me for cycling but she said that taking a nap is better than that.)
Heh, it's already 11 something!! Didn't realise that time flies. Gonna sleep as having enough sleep helps to prevent getting H1N1. Lol..
Haiz, tomorrow, another blue Monday.

Check-list

2009-08-08T00:04:00.000-07:00

Gonna to sum up what I have done during this 3-week holidays.
1. Done Maths Chapter 5's exercise.
2. Finished reading Bio Chapter 5 and start reading Chapter 6. Done Bio Chapter 5's exercise.
3. Just read Che till Chapter 5.2 and done the exercise till the part I'd read.
4. Went to Green Box and Neway with friends.
5. 5S1 class gathering.
6. My BIG family gathering with grandma.
7. St John MUT.
8. Went to visit my teachers and my tuition teacher.
9. Went to diabolo activity.
10. KG's birthday outing.
Erh, what else? May be no more. Haiz gonna to go back Pahang... I am so reluctant to go back. Moreover the many matrics have the rumours which students in the Matric got positive in the H1N1 test, so scary (Penang, Melacca and Perak.). ISH~

1st August 2009

2009-08-06T00:54:00.000-07:00

Busy Saturday!! It was a VERY busy Saturday, everything seems crashing together, and I was not at home for the whole day. Wanna to enjoy the holidays before going back to the college. :p

9.30am-10.30am-Having breakfast with family.

10.45am-12.30pm-Chinese Yoyo (Diabolo) activity in Kwang Hua.

The juniors are playing diabolos. Miss the time practising the diabolo performance with them. And it seems that I am the only senior who always visit them, according to Xiu Hong. ( Really? I am too GOOD and CARING! XD)

1.00pm-6.00pm-St John 11th Anniversary!! St John MUT ( Majlis Ulang Tahun)

The St John MUT's theme: IGNITING OUR SUMMER PASSION!! But, why the scene so dark, summer should be bright de le...

It's time to ROCKZ! St John MUT's free dance session, all the people are enjoying the dance, especially those from DMC, they are too crazy and excited!!

7.00pm-11.00pm-2008 5S1 class gathering

Hey gals.. Smile. From the left sitting: poh ling, yuen zen, lai yee; standing: pei chin, hui qi, me, js, jia wen and pei ying. Thanks pei chin and pei ying for coming to the class gathering as form 6 life is too busy but you still manage to come. ^^

Rabbit!! Wei Qi's pose. Haha, Wei Qi suddenly turned crazy, kept on asking ppl to take photo with him. AND he kept on bitting me! ISH~

Say CHEESE! LOVE 5S1!!!! It's so happy that everyone can meet together and share the latest news. I wonder when we can meet together in such gathering...

Tired. TIRED was the word for 1st August 2009. Since the school holidays were going to end, I had arranged all the activities on Saturday, enjoying life in Klang before jailing in Pahang. BUT, KMPh suddenly closed for H1N1! So shocked!! It means that I have ONE MORE week of holidays! WOO~

两个字 —— 朋友

2009-07-29T01:30:00.000-07:00

A chocolate in mouth makes my life sweet for a minute.
But a friend by my side makes my life sweet for a life
time.
Thanks for being my sweet friend. :)
27/07/2009 18:47

In my life
I learned
how...

2 love
2 smile
2 B happy
2 B strong
2 work hard
2 B honest
2 B faithful
2 forgive
But I never learn 2 forget you...! :-)
26/07/2009 15:37

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周杰伦的《安静》
11/07/2009 22:43

不时传来的简讯，每个月定时传来的 "Happy New Month"，让我知道你一直在我身边。离开你已有3年了。第一年每月定时写的信笺，是为了向你叙述我的不满，我的开心，我的伤心，我的纳闷；第二年偶尔来的信，是为了向你报告我的近况；第三年，信笺被简讯取代了... ...

信，应该算是最古老的传讯工具。从飞鸽传讯、信差、电话、互联网等，人类的传讯工具一直被改进，但，用最原始的方法，可以从中感觉得到写信人的用心、心情。真的觉得很抱歉，从去年尾至今，我根本都没写信给你了。不是心冷了，而是惰性来了。

正如往年，这一篇是专为你写的生日部落格，一个姗姗来迟的部落格。I am really bad right? Anyway, still have to wish you "Happy Belated Birthday"!!! How did you celebrate your birthday? I were just wondering who was the first one giving you present? Ah soo? CJS & Bryan? Your family? lol

This birthday blog will be totally different from the previous one as there is not much concerning birthday wishes... So, is it fresh to you? Or it is too lame? Give some feedback le... For your information, I have changed the comments setting so that you can also leave some comments. I knew that you have visited my blog for a few times ( I can traced ^^ ).

好朋友简简单单，好情谊清清爽爽，好友谊长长久久。

TKG

2009-07-28T23:02:00.000-07:00

Date

28 July 2009

Time

1.00pm

Venue

Secret Recipe in Jaya Jusco Bukit Raja, Klang

Main character

TKG ( Tan Kim Guan )

Event

TKG 18-year-old birthday celebration

People invited

Js, Ky, Wj, Azm, Sy & SJ

Present

I must see you wear that present. It is compulsory to wear it and I will take the photo. Lol, must wear with pink or red tie lo..

Things

7 slices of cakes - chocolate banana, tiramisu, white chocolate, classic cheese, new york cheese, espresso cheese, oreo cheese with one candle.

7 slices of cakes! Haha, this is because you said CINCAI!! So, this is the award for you, tkg... Lol.
Together with js, so sweet!!! Anyway, 18-year-old little boy, have to treat js well o.. The teachers kept asking you and js how le...
Photo took by Syryae. You miss the most important moment!! Haiz, nvm la...

TKG is too shy!!!! Sing "Happy Birthday to Me" la.. Guy can't be too shy de le... Moreover, you are already 18 years old le..

He is too shy for this kind of celebration, special celebration with only 7 slices of cakes, seemed to be too miserable and pity. Haha, anyway, this is so called CREATIVITY and DIFFERENT!! Haha! Fun!

His so called wife ~ js.

你适合念医科吗？

2009-07-26T21:54:00.000-07:00

The following text is extracted from Sin Chew Newspaper dated 19th May. An article which is meaningful for those who wanna to study medicine and become a doctor in the future. So, have to think carefully before coming out with the best decision.

And I think I still lack of some personalities of what a good doctor should have. So, there are some changes have to be made。^^

最优秀的学生，不一定适合念医学系，还要有以下条件：

要有主动与人沟通的意愿与技巧，同时很快便能和陌生人建立“互信”关系。
愿意学习医人，也学医“心”。
要有解决自己与别人的问题的能力。能控制自己情绪，同时具有主动关心别人，并且为别人解决问题的能力。
要有兴趣探索生命。
不能只喜欢看美的东西，讨厌血及病人，不敢看残破人体组织。
要有心理准备，面对医学系长时间且非常制式的训练。
“悟性”很重要，不但要有智力，并且有一定的慧力。随时“听得懂别人再说什么”。
要有充沛的体力。
要有正直的性格，强烈的正义感。要不断的修养砥砺自己，并且要有明辨是非的能力。不但自己不做坏事，看到别人做了对病人不利的事，要有勇气去纠正，揭发。
要热情，也要冷静；好医生对这两种特质要收放自如，相互辉映。有热情，才回三更半夜为病人找对策。热情带领人不断求知，知识上更有把握，便可以有更严谨的逻辑思考与冷静的头脑。病人因医生能冷静地做出正确的判断，所以得到最好的照顾。

另外，你知道医科是念什么科目的吗？你知道大体解剖需一整年和尸体共同生活吗？你知道医学院的课业有多重吗？你知道当别的大学生在开舞会或郊游、看电影，在修恋爱学分时，我们都在埋首苦读吗？

Stories * Pictures

2009-07-23T00:19:00.000-07:00

My corner~ Syryae said that my corner seemed to be too miserable and pity cause there are only a little thing if compared to my roommates. Ya meh? Anyway, I prefer my corner being like that cause it looks neat!! Haha, comforting my own self.

This is where I put all the cups, Tupperware and bread. I eat at here. So, my eating table and my study table is not the same. Oh yeah, the lamp I used is orange in colour, which is much dimmer than the normal study lamp.
So, it is not harmful to my eyes. ^^ Thanks to Adila!!

Larian Kakom 2009! On Saturday, 4th of July. The unluckiest thing is that I can't join!!! @#$%... Ish, I hurt my toe the day before the Larian! So, I ended up being a volunteer, distributing the caps to the runners.

Zi yin and Shabanna ( I hope I didn't spell wrongly)!! They were running and laughing when looking at zheng hong, teck cheng and yan nee. Faster, and grab the caps!

Larian Kakom's caps. Not too bad la... Cause they are free, so just take it and don't complain about it. ^^

My seniors, dedicated seniors although they sometimes looked fierce. I think I haven't upload this picture. During the orientation week, the non-bumi ( Chinese, Indians, and bumiputera) will stay in DKB2 when the Malays go to the surau. And this is the time we can have some rest during the orientation week. And this is also the time we get to know the other Chinese. After the orientation week, we have no the chance of gathering together, unlike the Malacca's matriculation there where the Chinese will meet together once a week.

The first thing to do after getting back from the college ( a place which lack of entertainments and fun), now it's time for singing!!! Haha, three of us like animals who starve for a long time, and now only we buka puasa. We sang for erm, about 4 hours on Tuesday, actually we can only sing for 3 hours but since the Green Box's people didn't stop us from singing, so we just kept singing for another extra one hour, we are too desired for singing after being stayed or another better term to use is prisoned for almost 3 months. And Kher Yen, nice shot! I didn't realize that the effect was so good le... 3 of us were in the middle while 2 glasses were at the side. Wo~ And another thing is that 3 of us wore black shirts, did we plan to wear so? HAHA!! Lol...

Jo Ee's Birthday

2009-07-22T00:53:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Jo Ee!!

Make a wish! May your dreams come true

Blow~

Yummy~ Wanna to eat already. Heh, RM70.00++ le..Friends forever~

优美的祝福语

2009-07-17T18:03:00.000-07:00

期盼祝愿
青春是美丽的，因为它似勃勃生机的幼芽，淙淙细流的溪水，奔腾翻卷的浪花，滚滚向前的车轮。让我们拥抱这诱人的年华，愿她把我和你带进梦一般的诗境。
朋友抒怀
当你无私地奉献出一切时，幸福的光圈也就降临到你的眼前，因为这世间真正的幸福，不是接受而是给予。
朋友抒怀
打开你心灵的窗子吧！为了远眺青山的翠、新柳的绿、燕子飞来的掠影；为了迎进和煦的阳光、清新的空气、春天的爱情 ……
朋友抒怀
我们像广阔天宇里的两颗星，各自沿着不同的轨道运行。轨迹虽不同，目标却一致。
朋友抒怀
如果林子里有两条岔路：一条芳草萋萋，不曾被践踏；一条足印斑斑，有许多人走过。朋友，你将选择哪一条？我相信你会去踩出一条新路。
朋友抒怀
青年，梦幻的年纪。我们在梦幻中焦渴地呼唤着春天，又将在春天里编织新的梦幻！
朋友赞颂
星星在夜空里发出光芒，闪电在撞击时发出光芒，你在探索和进取中发出光芒。
友谊情深
美丽的梦和美丽的诗一样，都是可遇而不可求的。我真喜欢那样的梦，明明知道你已为我跋涉千里，却又觉得芳草鲜美，好像你我才初次相逢！
美好祝福
绿色，是活活泼泼的生命；绿色，是蓬蓬勃勃的青春。摘一片绿叶送给你，希望和祝福在绿色之中。
美好祝福
笑是力量的亲兄弟。爽朗的笑声，不但产生力量，本身就是力量和自信的表现。在这美好的时刻，让我们一起放声欢笑吧！
美好祝福
小草，无论它长在深山里、峭壁上，还是峡谷中、河溪旁，它总是不断地追求着春天，不断地奉献着翠绿。愿你像小草一样，不管今后生活道路怎样曲折，都要不断地追求，不断地奉献！
美好祝福
生活的海洋已铺开金色的路，浪花正分列两旁摇动着欢迎的花束。勇敢地去吧，朋友！前进，已吹响出征的海螺；彩霞，正在将鲜花的大旗飞舞 ……
美好祝福
让我们用共同的信念铸造的航船，到生活的大海去犁出雪白的浪花。
美好祝福
愿我的临别赠言是一把伞，能为你遮挡征途上的烈日与风雨。
美好祝福
自爱，使你端庄；自尊，使你高雅；自立，使你自由；自强，使你奋发；自信，使你坚定 ……这一切将使你在成功的道路上遥遥领先。
美好祝福
凤凰花吐露着艳红，在祝福你我的梦。当我们飞向那海阔天空，不要彷徨也不要停留。
祝福语
今天我有两个朋友想认识你，我觉得他们很棒，就把你的资料和号码给了他们，等会他们应该会去找你！记得他们的名字叫幸福和快乐！天气变化注意身体！
问候篇
有一种花代表脱俗，那是芙蓉；有一种树代表气节，那是苍松；有一种表情代表真诚，那是微笑；有一个人祝你幸福，那是我的心声。
问候篇
装满一车幸福让平安为你开道，抛弃一切烦恼让快乐与你拥抱，在这寒冷的冬天让温暖对你关照，卸下一车真情让幸福对你微笑。
问候篇
节日激情已退，生活还是原味，革命工作很累，自己身体宝贵，白天多吃水果，晚上早点去睡，你我革命同志，上述提醒免费。

Two Types of Friends-Real and Simple

2009-07-17T17:59:00.001-07:00

A simple friend has never seen you cry.A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn’t know your parents’ first names.A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.A real friend comes early to help you cook and clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about their problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.A real friend knows that it’s not a friendship until after you’ve had a fight.
A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Sleepy Day

2009-07-17T17:22:00.000-07:00

There are few hours to go and I can GO BACK HOME. But now I am too sleepy!! Slept for only two hours yesterday as I was chatting with my friend. First time of staying overnight just for chatting with my friend. It seems like we were too HIGH in chatting till we didn't realise that time flied so fast until it was 3.00am something. And the most excited thing is that five of us ( sy, wj, je and me together with je's da jie) slept together in two single beds, causing me can't sleep well and stayed awake for a few times (for I was the one who slept at the outermost side, every turn or action taken will cause me to fall down) till 5.10am, then only I can't bear with that kind of sleeping and go back to sleep in my own room. But, I still can go back to sleep as many lessons have been cancelled.

Counting DOWN!

2009-07-14T20:11:00.000-07:00

Now, it's time to count down for going back to HOME! 3 days to go and I can get back to my lovely bed with my dearest blanket which accompany me since childhood ( I didn't bring it along to Pahang). Lots of things have to be planned before going back as I have to spend my two-weeks break wisely.

Things to eat: ( I didn't plan this at the beginning but the Chinese friends around me have jotted down a list of food to eat already, so I think it is better to do so, so that I won't be regretted when going back to college ).

1. Chicken rice ( The chicken rice here taste so weird and is a far cry than those sell by the chinese ).

2. Mi-Hun-Kueh (Sorry, I don't know what is it's English term. But the most important thing is that I am now so desperate for it already, one of my favourite food!!^^)

3. Salad!! ( Hei, it's such a long time that I didn't eat the fruits' salad.)

4. All sort of Chinese food ( Bah-kut-teh, Cha Kuew Teow)

4. Fish and Pork and no chickens please ( I eat chicken for "almost" everyday as it is the only meat that I prefer to eat here).

5. Roti canai

6. Western food and fast food

7. Dian xin ( Sorry, have no idea for its English term and the computer I am using now don't have Chinese for me to type)

8. Pau

And so on... I can't think of any food already but I will just eat everything I found in Klang as long as it is CHINESE food!

Things to do:

1. Rewrite and redo all the notes especially for Maths.

2. Try to finish all the tuto books.

3. Read the chapters going to be learnt as I can't depend too much on my lecturer ( They have bring me out of the *earth during lecture).

4. Shopping

5. Sleeping

6. Running (exercise) together with my cousins ( I didn't run for a long time already)

7. Playing diabolo (chinese yoyo)

8. Going back to Kwang Hua to meet teachers and juniors.

9. Watch drama [Iljimae].

10. Keep onlining.

11. Go to Pasar Pagi in Eng Ann.

12. Go to Green Box with friends.

13. Meet some friends ( They are studying for STPM now and some just start their study for oversea programme, so it will be hard to meet with them).

14. Spend time together with my family will be the upmost important thing!!

Going to upload some other pictures about my college life when I go back.^^

Blood Donation

2009-06-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

First time of donating my blood!! Quite happy of that as at least I did something useful and memorable when I am 18. But the bad news is that I am having low blood pressure!! Shocked!! But I managed to pass the blood pressure test after the second check-up, hu~ Just wonder why I got the low blood pressure, inherit from my parents? Ish, anyway I didn't faint after donating the blood and the condition was not as worst as I think. (Haiz, I had captured some pictures of the campaign but with my handphone, so you can only see it after July.)
Counting down for my UPS as well as my holidays... I miss my home, my bed and everything in Klang. But Selangor has been invaded by the A influenza, so scary!! So, have to take care of our own self well.
And the BIG and SHOCKED news is that MJ died of heart attack!!I can't accept that he just passed away at the age of 50. Although I am not his fans, but I admire his talent in singing. He is a great artist.

Don't Be Too Perfect!

2009-06-24T17:22:00.000-07:00

Wanna to scold myself for asking to be perfect in everything. Ish, just think about that no rose in this world is without thorns, CG!!! I was so frustrated yesterday, after sitting for my maths quiz, as I did a very stupid and silly mistake in the quiz. Ish, STUPID!! I hate myself. And another thing that made me so down was the biology test. I did badly!!! @#$%, really wanna to cry for it.

Anyway, don't be worry. I already find a way to handle the frustration. Wanna to share with you, you will definitely feel it is funny. Lol... Story telling session starts. After the class ended, I went back my hostel and like usual I had a bath before washing all my clothes ( I wash my clothes everyday as I don't like the clothes to be accumulated for days only wash them, it will be a burden for me to wash so many clothes once.) Then, i had a NAP. For your information, I seldom have nap in the afternoon nor evening. It was really strange yesterday, it was really once in a blue moon. After that, I felt much better than before. End of the story. So, the conclusion is that I have to do the household work and take a nap in order to handle my frustration as well as stress.

Lol, I know that it is really lame. Oh ya, wanna to tell you about my timetable or schedule for a day in my study life. Okay, I am now very excited. For every monday till thursday, I will end my class at 4.00pm except for tuesday the class will be ended at 5.00pm and the class will end at 12.00pm on friday. This is just for Semester 1. Then, I will have my dinner at 6.30pm with my gang ( mostly Kwang Hua ex-students). After dinner, back to hostel to do homeworks and so on. I will usually sleep at 10 something if I can finish my homeworks earlier. But this is just the life without tests and assignments as well as reports. Oh ya, forget to tell you that the matriculation students here will have the test at night. Ish!! Furthermore, classes and lectures will be held at night too. So you won't have a peaceful night to do your homework nor study. That's why matriculation life is not that easy but if you can adapt well, it is not so hard for you too. Just be steady~

Counting down for my UPS test, I think it is just 2 more weeks to go and I do nothing for that right now. Haiz, stress~ Loon Han, advice for you: Don't be too perfect in your homework or in scoring or anything else in study, just maintain all the things in moderate level as you will have to do a lot of things at once ( I mean after you get into the college), too pe

rfect will turn you crazy. So, good luck! Good Luck to Loon han and Ghai Xiong!! ^^ And good luck to my other dear friends too!!!!

Hope is what led a band of colonists to rise up against an empire; what led the
greatest of generations to free a continent and heal a nation; what led young
women and young men to sit at lunch counters and brave fire hoses and march
through Selma and Montgomery for freedom's cause. Hope is what led me here today
-- with a father from Kenya, a mother from Kansas; and a story that could only
happen in the United States of America. Hope is the bedrock of this nation; the
belief that our destiny will not be written for us, but by us; by all those men
and women who are not content to settle for the world as it is; who have courage
to remake the world as it should be. [January 3, 2008] -Barack Obama.

The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do,
something to love, and something to hope for. -Allan K. Chalmers

Hope begins in the dark, the stubborn hope that if you just
show up and try to do the right thing, the dawn will come. You wait and watch
and work: You don't give up. -Anne Lamott

Global Food Crisis

2009-06-21T07:40:00.001-07:00

WARNING
ATTENTION!!!!

The Global Food Crisis has invaded Earth!!!

Now, over 900 million people go hungry every day.
And,
every 3 seconds,
a child die of hunger...

With the price of food sky-rocketing, the poor become poorer. They have the same amount of money, if not, lesser, to buy food, which later accounts for low quality of life and health.

But,
have you ever wonder why?

It's because of us!!!
We say biofuels are environmental friendly and help us to solve the drying up of petroleum, BUT!!! These corns used for producing biofuel which fill up our cars are being robbed off the hands of the poor. These corns are their source of food, their root of survival. We are actually feeding our cars before feeding our own kind. What kind of logic is that?!?!?!

Greed is a poison. Greed is a piece of hell.
So,
listen up greedy people...
Go back to where you belong.
Don't build your own greedy satisfaction on the life of the other.
If you save $4ooo from buying yourself a Gucci bag or whatsoever and give the money to the others, you can actually feed up to 500 people for a month. That's a month more of living without the worry that you may die of hunger tomorrow to them.

This text was extracted from wei ru's blog which I would like to share with my other friends. Ya, the world is now having the serious food crisis which cause many people from the third world country facing starvation. There are already 10 billion people over the world suffering from this food crisis (I got this news from Sin Chew Jit Poh today). But the people living in the modern cities seem to have no sense of that global food crisis. I agree with wei ru's opinion about the biofuel and the greediness of people which lead to this famine.
Wei Ru, thanks for your opinion and advice. I am really lucky to have the scholarship and I think that study locally will be more guranteed as we know our country's education system well. But my dad ask me to reject the scholarship and apply for loan. I will decide it after my matriculation study. I really want to join Doctors Without Borders as soon as I can in order to explore the other parts of the world where the poors and the needy live. And I don't whether the government will allow me to join this society when I am bonded. So, this is the problem why I am hestitaing of accepting the offer.
Oh ya, Happy Fathers Day to all the daddies. And Happy Father Day to my dearest DADDIE and GRANDPA!! Gonna to sleep, tomorrow's monday, blue MONDAY!!!

BOND

2009-06-17T17:55:00.000-07:00

Had the speech from the JPA on Tuesday and the bad news is that I HAVE TO BE BONDED FOR TEN YEARS!!! ISH!!! It is so UNFAIR!! Why it is the same as the oversea's? It seems that the oversea's benefit more than those who are going to study locally, especially those got the IPTA. So now, I am still wondering is it worth to accept the scholarship as ten years is a long period for me. And the worst is that for those medicine's students, they may be cannot pursue the master within that ten years. Hei, my plans after 5 years of compulsory services have to be changed!!

Although I haven't plan to go to the private sector, I wanna to join Doctors Without Borders! If in this case, I may have to wait for a long time. Another thing is that my dad is so reluctant to let me to be bonded. He just keep advising me that if I am going to be bonded for ten years, then it is better for me to apply for the study loans instead of accepting the scholarships. So, how? Still hesitating.. Waiting for you guys and gals' response. For your information, I really didn't plan to work in private hospital, I am ready to serve in the general hospital (for the whole life, perhaps). It is just the problem of freedom and the master study.

Going to have my biology test and chemistry quiz this friday. And there are still lots of works to do: Chemistry report, tutorials' works and so on. Just finish my biology report which cause me sicked for three days (It is worst that I have the bioloy practical every monday, so it means I have to be sicked for every Monday till Wednesday). ISH~ I wanna to have a rest!!

Second Month in Matriculation

2009-06-10T18:32:00.000-07:00

Sorry for such a long silence since my last posting. I can't online frequently when I am studying in Matriculation as the laptop is not with me. And the timetable here is so packed!! Ish, I almost have no time to do my homework, assignments as well as the presentation. So, it is impossible for me to revise the subjects everyday. Haiz, so I don't know how to prepare for the upcoming biology and chemistry tests.

Erm, what to write?

Firstly, congratulations to Mr Tan Loon Han. You deserve for the scholarship!! So, just try your best and don't stress yourself too much. I believe that you can do well in your study. Just maintain your performance^^ And congratulations to Roland, you are so lucky!!! (I don't think that you will read this blog =.=) Envy~ You got the JPA for IPTS, better than mine le although I can choose the university I wish to go. Just wonder how many years you are going to be bonded with the government. If it is the same as mine, then I will surely @#$%, speechless...... Accept the fate, I think. And congrates too to Elay. I heard that you got the scholarship to study oversea. Just wonder will you accept it or reject to continue the study in Singapore.

Oh ya, I am going to have my first break of the first semester soon, starts from 18th July. It will last for two weeks. So, have to plan to use my holidays wisely, including going to Genting with my matriculation friends. Lol... And eat a lot of meat when I go back as I seldom eat meat here ( until my friends said that I am going to be a vegetarian).

To those visitors of this blog, you can post your comments without creating an account. ( So, chuee and cjs and ah soo and js, please leave some comments la after reading my blog.)

Home SWEET Home!!

2009-05-29T21:04:00.000-07:00

CG back to klang already!! Haha, too excited to share my life in Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang ( in short KMPh). The photos in this post were taken at there, some were even taken during the lesson (this is what a GOOD student will do, thanks, I know I am a very good student :p)

This is my college. :) Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang, in short, students and the staffs will call it as KMPh.

This is what you will notice when you wanna to get into KMPh. You will find it on the roadside.

Majlis Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru, the orientation week! The orientation week was the worst! I think it may be the worst but the most memorable memory for the one-year-matriculation - according to our facilitators who are also our seniors.

Travel along this road from the front gate of the college, you are now in my college! It is quite large, and the it will take a few minutes if you want to walk from the guard house to the centre of the college.

This is the administration block. The lecturers' cubical and One-stop centre and the HEP ( Hal-Ehwal Pelajar) are in this building. For your information, students can't get into it through the main entrance. We can only get into it through another door.

We can only get into it through this door. ==

This is our college's info centre. We get the information of the classes, the schedule and everything about the college through here. They won't make announcement about the upcoming events, students have to visit here frequently to REFRESH themselves.

This is my hostel! Seri Pekan B2, it is quite near to the admin block and annie's cafeteria. Our ketua block is a girl from Kapar :), and I am one of the AJKs in this block, the only non-Muslim.

This is my college's sport centre. There is Astaka and Dewan Datuk Bahaman. Students can rent all the sports facilities here only from 5pm till 7pm by using the matric's card. And there are lots of bicycles in the college. You will find that there are lots of student cycling around the college in the evening for relaxing. Well, I am quite satisfied with the sport facilities. Really can't complain about it.

This is the mosque in the college. It is really big but as I am non-Muslim I have not been there before.

The chemistry laboratory in the lab block. There are lots of chemistry labs, biology labs as well as physics labs. This photo was taken during my first chemistry lab's lesson, we must wear the lab coat every time we enter the lab. All the instruments are quite new. :)

These are the side view of the lab block. Nice?

Student centre. This is our student centre. You can find mini-market, bistro ( but students here call it as Starbucks, ishh, it is a far cry from the real one), bilik gerakan(for JPP*-Jabatan Perwakilan Pelajar, do I mention wrongly? Anyway, it sounds like that la..), Double A shop (selling all the stationary) and Care Kiosk (selling the reference books).

Another cafeteria. This cafeteria is just located in front of the library. Lots of students will take their dinner here. But I seldom come here to have my dinner as it is quite far from my hostel and I have to wait for a long time before having my dinner.

This is the Dewan Datuk Bahaman. Another hall which is smaller than the Dewan Mat Kilau. The place which we can rent the bicycles and there is a gym for guys. The gym for girls is in another hostel, Seri Kuantan C2.

Breathtaking view. My hostel is the furthest building.

Well, I haven finish uploading the photos. Perhaps next post as I have to go for my lunch already and do my homeworks.

Again, To My Fellow Friends...

2009-05-19T20:19:00.000-07:00

Heh, I am back.. And this post is written for my fellow secondary friends. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Don't abandon your blog!! I can only get you guys and gals update though the blog. So, Loon Han, please post something on your blog, I want to read. Although the school has started, I hope that you guys and gals won't forget to let other know your recent news. And Cheau Yin, you can overcome the Homesick de, try all your best!! ^^ Have to go for my lecture already, hope that the JPA can send the letter faster, I wanna to go back home!!!!!!! And there are lots of Chinese as well as Indian in my college got the JPA scholarship for doing medicine locally, there are about 23 students and most of them have good results. Just wonder who are the 2000 selected students that will go oversea to study.

I AM NOW IN MATRIC!!

2009-05-17T18:51:00.000-07:00

Haha, I am now having break for one and a half hour before my biology lecture. Erm, spent one week in Pahang Matriculation already, what to say? Eh, yea, the orientation week was the worst but I enjoyed it well. Worst is because I couldn't get enough sleep for it; Fun is because there were games during orientation week. We had jungle trekking, the activity I enjoyed the most and I think it was the game students here enjoyed the most. Yea, my sleeping hours!! I only slept for 3 ++ hours per day during that week!! ISH~

Okay, gonna to introduce my college. Pahang's Matriculation is the latest one, so the facilities will the quite new if compare to the Melaka's. Yea, I will upload some pictures of my college later, when I go back to Klang. Met many friends here, the chinese mostly from Perak while Malays mostly from Terengganu and Kelantan. There is also some from Kuantan, hei so near!! Why there is no Matric college in Selangor? Anyway, since I have the experience of living outside (when I worked in Damansara), I am ok for this kind of life. Have to wash the clothes, tidy up the room, and so on. Everything has to be done by our self. So, to those who didn't do household works before, they will find that it is difficult to adapt to this environment.

Okay, I am hurried - have to go to study biology before my lecture. Let me make a conclusion for the first week living here, many malays here, the non-muslim only has about 100++, but the malays are friendly. And I enjoy this kind of life^^ Don worry about me!!

JPA Scholarship!

2009-05-09T22:15:00.000-07:00

KEPUTUSAN PERMOHONAN BIASISWA PROGRAM IJAZAH LUAR NEGARA (PILN) 2009JABATAN PERKHIDMATAN AWAM

Nama Penuh
HOW SHI JIE
Kursus
PERUBATAN
Negara
MALAYSIA
Status
BERJAYA IPTA
Jawapan
TERIMA

Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam (JPA) telah mempertimbangkan dengan saksama permohonan saudara / saudari untuk mendapatkan Biasiswa Persekutuan bagi melanjutkan pengajian ke luar negara di bawah Program Ijazah Luar Negara (PILN) 2009. Berikutan bilangan tempat yang terhad berbanding bilangan calon cemerlang yang memohon, JPA tidak dapat menawarkan penajaan kepada saudara/saudari untuk pengajian ke luar negara.

Walaubagaimanapun JPA bersetuju untuk menawarkan biasiswa kepada saudara/saudari untuk melanjutkan pengajian di peringkat Matrikulasi/Asasi di bawah Kementerian Pelajaran/Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi.

I GET IT!! I get the JPA scholarship to study in local government university!!Although I already know the results since Friday's night but today morning only I received the call from JPA. They just want to confirm whether I wanna to receive o not. So, only now I can confirm that the scholarship I get is to study locally, they will sponsor me till I finish my medicine course if I maintain good results throughout the study. The other terms and conditions I still haven't know, have to wait till the offer letter which will be sent later.

I am not so sad that I can't get the scholarship to study oversea, but I think this is good enough for me la, and my dad also quite reluctant to let me study oversea. Pw~

Anyway, I must go to Pahang to study Matriculation first before I receive the letter. But, I haven't finish packing my things le.. Too many things to pack. Haiz, don't know have to bring how many bags.

Good luck to the other friends who are appealing for JPA scholarship. Hope that you will get it!^^

Passed

2009-05-05T00:02:00.001-07:00

5 months after my undang test, finally I passed my driving test!!! Pw~ It took a long time for me to have P licence. Haiz, if I didn't work, maybe I can already have my P licence now. Anyway, I am so lucky that I can get my licence before entering school. Oh, suddenly it reminds me that I have been taught by 3 teachers, all from different races, Malay, Chinese and Indian.

Oh ya, forget to inform you guys and gals that I have decided to study Matriculation in Pahang!I have bought almost everything for it, 2 sets of baju kurung (they cost only RM90, but i heard that someone bought one set for RM25 only, hei, so CHEAP!!), created a Bank Rakyat account, photocopied all the important documents. Ern, I think I just haven't pay my registration fees.

So, it will be hard to meet friends after this. So sad that 5S1 gathering had been cancelled. Anyway, I am looking forwards for the next gathering, just wonder when it would be.

我的兄弟姐妹

2009-05-03T01:43:00.000-07:00

兄弟姐妹本是天上的雪花，落在地上，化成水，结成冰，就再也分不开... ...

这句话是摘自电影《我的兄弟姐妹》，一部我觉得很感人的电影。记得那时观看这部电影时，我哭得像个泪人。故事里的几个兄弟姐妹，年纪小小就被逼分离，直到长大后才可团聚。很喜欢电影里小孩子的演出，演得真得很棒。这部电影真的，值得一看。

有一天，若父母远行，还有谁是我的至亲至爱？还有谁会没有任何功利的深深的把我牵挂？只有那同根所生、手足相连的兄弟姐妹在我身旁，陪我淡淡地走这一生。兄弟姐妹本是天上的雪花，落在地上，化成水，结成冰，就再也分不开……

你有多久没有感动过了？

你有多久没有被震撼过了？

你有多久没有想起你的兄弟姐妹了？

捧读此书，再硬心肠的汉子也会把泪弹……

不久前在书香买了这本书，打算再读大学预科班时慢慢地读，哪知我还是改不了旧习惯，一捧着书就开始读了。里边有好多好多感人的故事，都是发生在中国的。这本书，一个字，赞！

Things you need to know about your WEIGHT

2009-04-29T21:27:00.000-07:00

Just wanna to share what I have read with you guys... About WEIGHT! The issue that concerns ppl nowadays the most! Extracted from Reader's Digest April Issue.

1. Genetics

This is what according to the scientists that carried out the experiments on mice which show that there are "fat genes" which determine one's weight.

2. Number of FAT Cells

Just take note that the fat cells will start to emerge during childhood and seem to stop during adolescence.

3. Metabolism

Physical activities will help one to loss weight. It will help to speed up the metabolism rate to help to burn fat.

4. Stress

Stress will fatten you up as you ll need carbohydrate-rich food to calm the stress hormones.

5. Mum's Pregnancy

Mum's pregnancy will seal your fate. A Pennington study on rodents reports that overweight females have higher levels of glucose and free fatty acids floating around in the womb than normal-weight ones do. The womb environment will determine one's weight.

6. Sleeping Time

With more sleep, you will have a greater sense of fullness. This is because sleep deprivation will upset our hormone balance, triggering both a decrease in leptin (which helps you feel full) and an increase of ghrelin (which triggers hunger).

7. Biscuits

Biscuits are really addictive!

Trip to Bukit Bintang

2009-04-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

Too excited to share with you the trip to Bukit Bintang on the last Sunday with mummy and sister, to Berjaya Time Squares, Plaza Low Yat and Sungei Wang. Boys were not coming as they went for the marathon. So, this is only girl's world!! Haha...

I met him in the Sungei Wang!!! 吴卓羲, wu zhuo xi. Ern, he is quite handsome but he is too tanned. He sang that day but I didnt really listen to him as I just kept finding and seeking some place to capture his photo. Sounds like I am his fan. Everyone was screaming, too exciting. I nearly became one of them. Lol..

Actually this trip to Bukit Bintang is just want to buy hand phone for my dad. Budget is within RM1000. So, just bought Sony Ericsson's, C510. Is it the latest? I don't know, just bought it at RM 880. Not too expensive, just hope that it is useful for my dad. (I bought it at Plaza Low Yat. Asked my colleague to help me find one...)

I bought the future black. Just hope that one day I may afford to buy one Nokia phone, expensive one for him, as I still think that Nokia is better for business man. But now, just bought one for him first. And I am also planning to buy one for my mum, Nokia supernova 7100. Hope that I can get the JPA's scholarship to study locally, so I can use the money I earned these few months to buy phone for my mum. So, my mum won't complain that it is not fair!! Haha...

Happy Earth Day 2009

2009-04-22T00:29:00.000-07:00

Earth Day, celebrated April 22, is a day designed to inspire awareness and appreciation for the Earth's environment. It was founded by U.S. Senator Gaylord Nelson as an environmental teach-in in 1970 and is celebrated in many countries every year. This date is Spring in the Northern Hemisphere and Autumn in the Southern Hemisphere.

And today is the Earth Day!! Happy Earth Day 2009!! Do you know why I can remember this day? Because today is also Kaka's birthday! Happy Birthday to Kaka, a football star in AC Milan. Haha, my idol...

Below are some pictures of Earth Day.. Some are very nice.

Save Our Mother Earth!! (In Water Colour)

Earth Day is always the main topic in our daily life. Even in the examination, you will also find that it is the topic for the essay, no matter in which language. And if I have not mistaken, you will find this day in the Geography Form 1 textbook. Believe me, in the topic related to environment or something sounds like flora and fauna, because I used to memorise it.

Whatever, just remember that today is Earth Day. And the most important thing is to save our Earth from pollutions!! Do remember to practise 3R in daily life, Reduce, Reuse & Recycle.

Announcement!

2009-04-20T01:12:00.000-07:00

Announcement for 5S1 students year 2008!! There will be a gathering for 5S1 students before form 6 classes start.. So, it will be on either 2nd of May or 3rd of May in Sunway Lagoon!! Saturday or Sunday. The ticket will be much cheaper than usual. It is RM36 for water park and amusement park. If you want to play for water+amusement+wild+extreme park, it will be RM54. So, please inform Cheau Yin or me before this Wednesday for earlier booking. Hope to meet you all soon. Please come!!!!!!

Cuztomized!!

2009-04-19T04:00:00.000-07:00

Hei, I have updated my blog! This is my blog's new look! Is it nice? I like it very much... Haha, wanna to change something to make myself happier. Hiaz, going back to Damansara after dinner. Actually, I am so reluctant to go back to work. LAZY girl!!!

Below are some photos taken during going back to my hometown for Cheng Ming. THey are just a small portion of my cousins.. All the little cousin sisters and brothers.. Cute?

Say CHEESE!!
3 beauties!! The girl in the middle is my sister... We dint look alike.

Matriculation

2009-04-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

Just wanna to inform you guys and gals that I get into Matric in Pahang!! But I am quite confusing now, because this isn't in my plan. So what should I do? I aim to go oversea through STPM, but I know that it is risky to sit for this exam. Haiz, anyone can give me advice?

Anywhere, there are lots of my friends got the Matriculation this year. KL, 8 ppl; JB, 10++ ppl. All chinese le.. Quite funny right, coz they said the quota for non-bumiputera is only 10%.

Life

2009-04-11T01:57:00.000-07:00

尽情地去爱吧，
就当做不曾受伤过。

尽情地去唱吧，
就当做没人听得到。

尽情地去跳吧，
就当做没人看得到。

尽情地去工作吧，
就当做钱很不重要。

尽情地去享受你的人生吧，
就当做今天是你人生的最后一天。

Tired!

2009-04-10T06:47:00.001-07:00

Finally, back to home!! So tired!! After my account colleague went for her maternity leave, I can't stop from running around the office. Really, I was running!! AND, cant sleep well during that few nights. I can even dream that I want to quit, so terrible! But, working is really good la, can learn something and the most important thing is that I can earn MONEY.. Lol, don't know what I am happy about.. 12 days not in home, really miss my bed. Anyway, I think my own home is more comfortable than anywhere, even the 5 star hotel ll also not be better than my own home.. Suddenly, feel such thing..

Actually, I am quite afraid of what will happen in the future.. Really. May be I am not studying now, but all the friends are studying already.. Reading the NEWS on the SIN CHEW newspaper and know that this year there are two students from Chinese schools have been selected to study in Harvard! Congrats!! I really have to consider and think well whether I want to be a doctor or get into a career related to economics.. If econ, I may be have some chance to get into Harvard, my dream university... Haiz, confusing already.

Good Luck and Don Give Up!

2009-03-31T01:53:00.000-07:00

Just wanna to say that DON GIVE UP!!! Dont give up eventhough the situation is worse than you have expected. There are still a lot of pathways you can choose to persue your dream. As long as you dont give up and your determination is still there, then there will be chances stand by there for you. That is what I believe...

Good Luck to my dear friends!! You can do it... Just trust that you can^^

JPA Interview!

2009-03-31T00:18:00.000-07:00

Wo~ Just finished my JPA scholarship interview... And what I am going to tell you is that DON PUT HIGH EXPECTATION for that. There are so many students applying for that. Hai yo, there are 10++, don't know whether got 20 anot panels in Putrajaya and each panel will have about 25 students. So, I think there are about 500 students for the first day of interview. And according to my INTERVIEW with the other students, the students come today are mostly applying for Medicine, Dentistry and Pharmacy. May be the first day is just for the science students.

And you will find ppl who are same birthday with you. Haha, I found one girl from Kuala Selangor who is also born on 3rd of March!! Erm, I met a lot of friends today, some even from my former school!! Ee Jie and Siti Hajah. They din change much as I still can recognise them.

I really enjoyed my interview as I just wanna to gain some experiences. Well, my interview went on well and I did try my best. For my group, there was no any group discussion, the panels just asked the questions and we took turn to answer it. So, it is better to sit in the middle because you will have more time to think your answer. The most important thing is that don't take too long to answer a question as the panels don't like you to waste their time. The questions they asked is just mainly about:

1. Why you deserved to get this scholarship?

2. Which disease that threaten our nation most?

3. How can you overcome your stress in a week when studying aboard? ( They gave us situation where by the whether is cold, the language is different and the food is different too.)

And they will ask can you accept that if they offer you to study locally. That is all about my interview. Do remember to speak slowly and think carefully before you speak or answer. There will be in two language, Malay and English.

Anyway, GOOD LUCK! Just try your best.

我很幸福！

2009-03-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

突然来的心潮，很想用心地写好这篇日记。重新看完了e-mail后，好想好想提醒自己是那么的幸福！从新山搬来巴生，我好庆幸，没后悔！

我很幸福，因为新山的朋友还记得我。你们不时不时都会寄一封信来，抑或是e-mail过来，让我觉得你们在乎我。真心的感谢pei jin, xi ying, jia sin, pei yi, hui mien, bryan, zhi xin, lim ke sin, xin min, hong sheng, kok hoe, jia hao, liang kiat, teo lao ... 。一路走来，真的好辛苦，但谢谢你们还记得我，我会一直记得你们对我的嘲笑，容忍，宽容... ...

我很幸福，因为我认识了好多新朋友，他们都很好。我明白每个人都有自己各自的世界，你们能接纳我，我真得很感激。谢谢mei ching，你的礼物是最特别的；谢谢jing shyuan, 你让我有个倾诉的地方; 谢谢5S1 和光华国中的朋友，你们让我有各不一样的高中生活。

我很幸福，因为我很认真地过生活。我有用心地学习，学习课本上的，学习如何生活，学习如何迅速的适应环境，学习如何交朋友，学习如何让自己开心，学习如何让自己伤心，学习如何生气，学习如何容忍，学习如何隐藏自己的内心世界，学习如何发泄不满。比起智障儿童，我真的好幸福！

我很幸福，因为我的家人很爱我，很疼我。

我很幸福，因为阿公，阿妈很爱我。

我很幸福，因为我肯独立，我不喜欢靠父母。

我很幸福，因为我看得见。

我很幸福，因为我有手有脚。

我很幸福，因为我很健康。

我很幸福，因为我很相信自己。

我很幸福，因为我还在这世界上，我还活着。

How To Ask Your Boss For A Salary Increase?

2009-03-26T05:32:00.000-07:00

One day an employee sends a letter to her boss asking for an increase in her salary !!!

Dear Bo$$ In thi$ life,

We all need $ome thing$ mo$t de$perately.. I think you $hould be under$ tanding of the need$ of your worker$ who have given $o much $upport including $weat and $ervice to your company . I am $ure you will gue$$ what I mean and re$pond $oon.

$incerely Your$ ,

Marian $hih

The next day, the employee received a nice reply like this :

DearMarian

I kNOw that you have been working very hard. NOwadays, NOthing much has changed. You must have NOticed that our company is NOt doing NOticeably well as yet . NOw the newspaper are saying the world's leading eco NOmists are NOt sure if the United States may go into a NO ther recession. After the NOvember presidential elections things may turn bad . I have NOthing more to add NOw. You kNOw what I mean .

Yours truly,

Manager

DISAPPOINTED

2009-03-13T22:18:00.001-07:00

11A1s and 1A2, not to bad but not good enough for me. I was disappointed with my EST result!! But now, I am OK with it as my grandparents are so happy with that results. I am sad because that it will make me have to work harder for my scholarship... Quite sad for there are 16 1As, 15 1As, 14 1As, 13 1As and 12 1As... Oh, SAD!!

Anyway, I can still go to the Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor!! Oh, I was so happy yesterday when I checked the result online until I can even didn't care about my boss was around! What a bad employee I am! Ha ha... Gonna to have a week's leave, but it is UNPAID leave.

Today go to JJ in Bkt Tinggi to buy suitable pants to wear for that programme, spend about RM300 for two set of normal wear and shoes. OMG!! But, it can be considered as a reward for me ba... Haven treat myself so good after SPM (I mean for buying clothes and shoes and enjoying shopping). What a bad girl I am...

Cross my fingers and pray... Hopefully I can sail through the interview successfully.

Touching words.

2009-03-07T21:50:00.000-08:00

《宫》朱智勋 ~ 太子信
“对星星来说，有它自己的时间，就像人自己的时间一样。如同书上所说，大部分行星都有返回原来位置的公转周期。人也有一定的周期－－2千500万年。从现在起，过2千500万年，会重新经历以前我们现在所经历的事情，重新遇见以前相遇过的人。”
《宫》的朱智勋 ~ 太子信
“那是我的真心话，是我有生以来的第一次......不是身为皇太子而是作为一个男人对一个女人的初次告白，你完全践踏了。是什么时候，你不经我的允许进入我心里，让我心中隐藏的阳光一股脑地散发出来，每天我的心脏好像出了故障般，想多了解你一点，想多见你一次，为了你，傻傻地笑。你把我变成这样一个傻瓜，却说要离婚，背叛我心灵的，不是我而是你，你给我好好记住。”
《宫》的金政勋～李律
“可是人的心毕竟不是一张纸，随便折叠展开，无论如何关掉我的脑你的心都会掉进我的心里。”
《宫》的金政勋 ~ 李律
“有你，我就有呼吸，有些人就算死也要得到，却不可以得到，就算纠缠在一起最终也会像沙子般分开。”
《我叫金三顺》的玄彬与金善雅
三顺：“不爱吃甜食那你还有什么乐趣啊？”

真贤：“折磨你的乐趣。”
《我叫金三顺》的玄彬 ~ 真贤
“那男人那么好吗？为了相亲做了头发，买了衣服......忘了契约吗？除了我之外不能见其他任何男人。”
《豪杰春香》的李梦龙 ~ 在熙
“成春香，你就等我五年，到那时，我什么都能给你。等这个都磨掉的时候，我才会忘记你，成春香，你现在幸福吗？”
《新娘18岁》的李东健 ~ 赫俊
“我今年28岁，我曾经不相信爱情。自从初恋失败以后爱情对我来说毫无意义。我以为我不会再对某个人有心动的感觉，原本以为是这样。我今年28岁，我领悟到了一个新的事实，原来我深爱我的太太。以后我们每一次吵架，我都要送你一份礼物，这次我送你的礼物是时间，我要把等待送给你！”
《天国的阶梯》的权相佑 ~ 城俊
“如果你说是左边，我绝对是左边，如果你说是右边，我绝对是右边，重要的不是哪一边，重要的是信任，你的心也是，我的心也是，永远都不会改变。”

Photos - Teluk Ansur's Trip

2009-03-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

All the boats!
Keropokss!! Very tasty le~ But I haven't try.

They were selling fishes. Fresh fishes which were just caught from the sea.

They use motorcycle only on the village. Cars are not allow to drive. NO ENTRY for cars..

BrotherSHIP!

With my cousin brother. Going to catch fish lo.. LOL..

Keropok again! He was trying to advertise the Keropoks from TELUK ANSUR.

Family, I am the photogal, so, I am not in the photo!!T.T

Cousins! ^^

Corner in the village.

A Trip to Teluk Ansun!

2009-02-27T21:10:00.000-08:00

Corner in Bagan Dato, a fishing village that I went on last Sunday. Don't you think that it looks like a typical KAMPUNG? Almost all the houses are built on the water by using woods!!

All the boats are ready for fishing! The scenery is SO beautiful if you didn't notice the rubbish that accumulate in the river side!

Ohh! Traffic jam on the river. LOL. Really like in a typical village right? This is what I think and this is the first time I went to fishing village!! I really enjoy the trip.

It has been two weeks that I didn't come back to Klang. I miss Klang!! Ha ha, but anyway I got the chance to visit a fishing village in Teluk Ansur. A typical village where I found that there are some houses still built by using PAPAN. But, the standard of cleanliness seems very low. Rubbish are here and there. I can't bear of living surrounded by rubbish. But, people there live a peaceful live. You can find that there are lots of kopitiam and people are playing mahjiong. Even teenages also play wor~ And, children there already know how to use motocycle! Oh, my god!! The child just seem like standard three you know? SHOCK!
There are still many photos haven't been uploaded. I ll upload them later. ^^

Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T21:15:00.001-08:00

Happy Valentines Day to all the guys and gals! Ha ha, it is a quite important day for almost all the teenagers, yeah, almost all but not all because not all the teens are interested in this issue.

Okay, I am still single but I like to be single. I am REALLY selfish, according to my daddy, he said that I am too *个人主义*. Is there anyone know what is that? I am not so sure of that but I guess it means selfish.

I know why my dad said that as I always plan all my things well without considering other people. Okay, I admit that I did it. He said he need not to worry about me very much as I can manage myself very good but when it comes into social aspect, he is not so satisfied with my performance. I know what he wants to me to be. To be more friendly and always take care of people around you. Don't just always be like too independent. Yeap, I like to be independent, I don't like other people to bother about me. This makes my dad worry about me. May be this is the meaning of *个人主义*.

Anyway, I hate to be alone! The feeling of being alone is too scary! The past few days when my aunt was abroad, I was left alone in my aunt's house. It was too scary. Especially when it came to night, you can hear the sounds of winds blew, sounds of the doors opened and closed. I couldn't sleep well during that few days. If this condition last for years or days, I think it will drive me crazy!!! Oh, being alone is so uncomfortable!!!

So, the conclusion is don't be ALONE for too long! LOL...

DOCTORS WITHOUT BORDERS

2009-02-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

Doctors without borders!!

Finally, I found the english name for the job I wanna to do. I found this name in chinese when I was in Form 4 if I have not mistaken. This is when I watched a Korea drama *Which Star Did You Come From*, I heard the word *无国界医生*, then I din't know why, I felt strange and excited. I think I will love that job, love it deeply as it is a challenge for me, a totally new experience for me!

Let me give you some description on what it is.

Doctors Without Borders/Médecins Sans Frontières (MSF) is an international medical humanitarian organization created by doctors and journalists in France in 1971.

Today, MSF provides aid in nearly 60 countries to people whose survival is threatened by violence, neglect, or catastrophe, primarily due to armed conflict, epidemics, malnutrition, exclusion from health care, or natural disasters. MSF provides independent, impartial assistance to those most in need. MSF reserves the right to speak out to bring attention to neglected crises, to challenge inadequacies or abuse of the aid system, and to advocate for improved medical treatments and protocols.
In 1999, MSF received the Nobel Peace Prize.

I found the name of this society because of reading such news from sin chew jit poh. Thanks to sin chew jit poh! The news has strenghtened my will to become a doctor. I really wish that my dream will come true. Oh, please... 12 A1s!!

New Experience!!

2009-02-07T00:42:00.000-08:00

Hei guys and gals, I am going to show some pictures, the place I live when I stay in Damansara.

Well, it is actually my aunt's condominium, all the equipments and facilities are quite good and new. This picture showing a little garden just near my aunt's apartment. Doesn't it looks sweet and lovely? I like it very much!! Just hope that I can own that garden!! Haha, I wish I would have a little and lovely garden in my future house, so that I can always take a walk when I am in low spirit or walking in the garden with my lover. Haha, it would be very romantic!

Okay, next!

This is the overall, ehh, it can't be said as an overview as the compound of that condominium is really large, but this picture has shown a wider view. Look carefully, you will notice that there is a swimming pool down there! Haha, swimming is my favourite sport right now, I found that swimming is really really fun!! If I learned all the swimming style, I am sure that I will always dip in the pool. But now, I am still learning! I really cannot wait till Saturday and Sunday, days without working, to learn swimming!

Can you see there is a row of trees?

Look carefully, beyond the trees is the golf course. This is just a small golf course.
Well, I am not interested in playing golf, so there is no any description for this picture.

Tennis court in the condominium!
Picture taken from my friend's apartment. There are lots of people playing tennis here. But sadly, I don know how to play.

Haiz, a bit wasted!

I really wish I can play a lot of sports!!

Okay, I am now going to share with you my experience of working as an admin assistant! It was fun! Oops, how playful I am! Haha, kk! Well, I didn't wait too long to get this job and what I wanna to say is that the results are really important if you wanna to get a job. Recalling my interview, I remembered my boss said that she was satisfied with my performance in studying as well as extra-curricular activities. So, there is a conclusion that if you wanna to survive in this ever-changing and competitive environment, make sure that your result is good!!

Okay, the next thing is that staying alone, actually not alone but just without my mum and dad, is really lonely. I miss my mum very much! I shouldn't be like that, but I don't know why I start missing my mum so much, always waiting eagerly for her call after work. Haiz, still like a little girl...

Another thing is that working really makes me tired!! After working, I still need to cook for my aunt and myself. Oh, I really cant imagine how tired the working mothers are as they need to do all the household works after working.

The other thing that makes me enjoying working is because I can wear a lot of beautiful dresses to work. The above photo shows my favourite dress. It looks like a nurse's uniform. Haha, my colleague told me that. Anyway, please take note that I am not ss-ing! ^^ LOL

Happy Chinese New Year!!

2009-01-29T19:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all of my friends!! Haha, it has been a long time since my last post. Sorry for that as I need to go back to my grandma's house to celebrate chinese new year. Well, this new year is just same, going back to ah ma's house, staying there for a few days, waiting for ang pau... But this year, there is a little difference which I learn to play mahjiong!! Haha, surprise!

Love at First Sight - By Wislawa Szymborska

2009-01-21T07:56:00.000-08:00

They're both convinced

that a sudden passion joined them.

Such certainty is beautiful,

but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

Since they'd never met before, they're sure

that there'd been nothing between them.

But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways -

Perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?

I want to ask them
if they don't remember -

a moment face to face

in some revolving door?

perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?

a curt "wrong number" caught in the receiver?

but I know the answer.

No, they don't remember.

They'd be amazed to hear

that Chance has been toying with them

now for years.

Not quite ready yet

to become their Destiny,
stifling a laugh,

it barred their path,

and then leaped aside.

There were signs and signals,

even if they couldn't read them yet.

Perhaps three years ago

or just last Tuesday

a certain leaf fluttered

from one shoulder to another?

Something was dropped and then picked up.

Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished

into childhood's thicket?

There were doorknobs and doorbells

where one touch had covered another

beforehand.

Suitcases checked and standing side by side.

One night, perhaps, the same dream,

grown hazy by morning.

Every beginning

is only a sequel, after all,

and the book of events

is always open halfway through .

New Job

2009-01-21T07:12:00.000-08:00

Haha... I am going to have a job in Damansara lo!! Okay, I have been seeking for a job since my aunt scolded me to be working in popular as she said that the salary is so low. Then, well. She introduce me to an agency to look for a better job with higher pay.

Anyway, I also like to change my job since working as a cashier is really boring although it is an easy job. Now, thanks to my aunt that I am going to work as a temporary clerk in Damansara near my aunts house. Okay, I have chances to learn swimming lo!! And I can learn more to be independence!!

I am going to work 5 days a week and 9 hours, which is from 9 in the morning till 6 in the evening, including an hour break. Hey, this job is damn nice lo..

And another thing is that the interview. Haha, actually I need not to worry about that. This is because the interviewer already look through my resume. Thanks to Puan Anis!! She taught our class how to do a resume last year and it is useful! Haiz, I brought a lot of certificates but the interviewer didn't look through, wasted my money to photocopy those certificates.

The interview was going fine. We didn't talk much about the job, mostly like chatting. It was nice, really can't wait till 2nd of February, the first day of working as a admin assistant. I just hope that everything will go fine...

WRONG!!

2009-01-18T07:06:00.000-08:00

Haiz, today count wrongly again, less 70 cents le.. Ai yo, although today there are many customers but I shouldnt make any mistake!! Haiz how careless I am. Hopefully that my colleague won't scold me..

Anyway, working is hard and tiring... Need to stand for almost a whole day and smile to every customer. I think studying is the most simple and happy thing, wondering what would become when I grow up and start working as a doctor... It would be more trying.

The Feeling of YESTERDAY

2009-01-17T07:38:00.000-08:00

I don't know how to describe what I feel now.. It is strange and yet familiar to me. Today still like normal days, working and working. After working, mum asked us to go for shopping at Bukit Tinggi JJ. Bukit Tinggi JJ is just like the JJ in Johor Bahru, it is big. And I have the feeling like going to JJ in JB. Is all the shoppings look alike?

Finally finish editing my imeem profile and add some songs to my new blog. Don't you think that all the songs are OLD songs that have been outdated? But, all these songs are meaningful to me. They recall me some of the old memories. Haiz, I think I still live in the past...

Blog written for Wei Ru

2009-01-16T06:38:00.001-08:00

Wei Ru!!! Haiz, I can't meet you today... Don't know whether Loon Han and Mei Ching got tell you that they met me in Jaya Jusco. I know that today is your last day before flying off to Australia. I suppose to give you something or some more hugs, to a liitle girl who is going to explore a strange place herself, to live in a place full of foreigners, to study harder and harder in order to become Doctor Khoo in a foreign university which is fulled of genius.

You are really a hardworking and clever girl, who always emphase on your study, making sure that your results are always excellant. The most brilliant girl in our class, wish you all the best. Do study hard in order to achieve your dream, do remember to take care of yourself well, do remember that your hometown, do remember that there are friends in Malaysia who will always think of you and give you support wherever and whenever you feel upset or lonely.

And lastly, don't forget about ME!!

Haha, all the best to a friend who born earlier than me...

FIRST DIARY OF THE YEAR 2009

2009-01-15T06:35:00.000-08:00

Finally start to writing blog. Haiz, I am so lazy to do so as bloging needs to spend a lot of time. Year 2009, I think it might be the same as year 2008, which was described as a year full of changes. This is just what I think for this is the year which I need to do so many decisions and planning for my future. This is the year that I start learing to work, doing a part-time job to earn some money, it is new and strange for me as I never do so. I really can't recall how brave I was to ask the job by myself, never ask my mum nor dad nor aunts to help me in searching a job.

I have been working in popular for nearly two weeks. I admit that I really don't like to work at there at first because I am a cashier and it is too hard for me, as a greenhorn, it deals with money!! Hei, but CG never give up!! However, I love this job very much now for I am getting closer with my colleagues. Haha, I think this is the most valuable thing I learned from working - comunicating and expanding my social circle.

5 Jan 2009, a day which I will never forget. The first day I worked to earn money! Although the money I earn is not so much but the experience I got is much more from that.

Daddy and mummy, I just wanna to tell you that your daughter is started to be independent! Just give me somemore time to prove that, I am no longer a little girl!! ^^